An update.....
So being sleep deprived has left quite the impression. I feel slight bits of my mind fading into being bi-polar, if that even makes sense. I'm more agitated and short fused as of late. One minute could be bliss, two seconds later I'm ready to kick a baby in anger. I don't understand it, but it seems to be getting a slight bit worse. I feel like I can only just stifle it and hope it quells whatever the hell is in me. Maybe it needs to be back to the therapist, or some pills. Medical mental issues have come up in conversations with past therapists. All I know is, it's destroying the very life and path I hope to achieve and continue. People are getting hurt, jobs are suffering and innocents bystanders are becoming collateral damage. I need a way to just calm down, relax, and physically vent before someone REALLY gets hurt. I'm sorry to those that this pertains to. You know I'm not trying to destroy things.
Slowly fading into something else,
Mike
Slowly fading into something else,
Mike