This human is trying not to self-destruct

Feb 04, 2008 16:27

I cannot explain it in too much detail but WHEW I am in a weird mood today. Oh mylanta!! (Cherry flavored.) All I wanna do when I get home is go lay down in my bed and read or watch a movie until I fall asleep...gaaahhhh I need MOTIVATION!!! Seriously. When I put my head to it I get things done, but I really have to force myself especially if it annoys me. (Thank Goodness I'm ahead in math....*whew*)
For some odd reason too, love songs have been driving me crazy lately. If they're on my Ipod, I skip over them. (and I have a good assortment.) If I hear them on the radio, I switch the station or actually put on a different song on my Ipod and listen to that.  Something about them just irks me lately, which is weird because I am always able to tolerate them. I hear one now in like the past few days and I just get this headache...boo. Not cool.
Oh what else...I feel slightly disconnected at my church right now. I used to have fun doing worship leading there, which is where you and a couple of other people learn the songs the congregation sings for that particular Sunday and you sing them up front-just in case there are people who don't know them, or occasionally our piano player who's got wicked talent writes something and we help the congregation with that. I haven't done it in ages, and Im also not in choir right now so I've just been spending random amounts of time playing with my voice, and I can already tell it's getting out of shape because I haven't been using it. (this makes me SAD!!) Idk, there really hasn't been any other opportunities to sing....I am having major mucho singing withdrawls. 
Ok some happy news for you all: I get to babysit Liz and Adrianna the weekend after Valentine's day-there's something to definitely look forward to. I guess Adrianna has grown more since New Year's Eve too, which is when I last saw her. Liz's 5th birthday party (holy moo this kid is 5 already!!) is this weekend too so I am also excited for that...oh small children...they just make things brighter sometimes. ^_^
Other than that, I got nothin' more that Im gonna complain about for now (lol)...I could go on and on.... well I am off to go home and eat dinner and study a bit and hit the hay a little early perhaps.

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