Choly Melons for Sale!!!
Fun, Halloween time is around here again. What was once my favorite time of the year has now turned into a yearly depressing shitfest (did you know livejournal has a spelling correction for this word? It's supposed to be shit-fest, yes, hyphenated profanity, how english...), and not just because I'm stuck at a Minnesota Job Corps until mid December. Its like it became too hard for people to be festive anymore. People don't even try to be scary anymore, they just try to be as amusing or ridiculous as possible so as to avert people from realizing how fucking shallow and dreary they are. Ugh, in all honesty, I've given up thinking why I'm really here. To learn more? Meh, not really. To get a job? Ehh, coulda done that well enough on my own. Free living and board? Its nice enough I guess. Get away from family? uhh, with all their fucked up problems going on kinda wish I could actually be there for them now. So yea, pretty fucking shallow and lazy of me to put off life just because I get no living expenses for months. Ah well, I'm here now, and you guys aren't.
~Sanity
~Sanity