Back from the dead?

Feb 24, 2018 13:35

So it's been a little while since I looked at this. It's been a little while since I even thought about this thing.

I don't know if I'll get back into it. There's not a whole lot that I feel I need to share with the world, and my articulation is not as good as it once was (or rather, I'm more aware of how inarticulate I can be).

But I might share with some special people to offer a window into my mind and into my past.

I just hope they don't judge some of my words too harshly. I have grown a lot, as one should over the course of 14 years.

As I read through this journal, deeper and deeper into my history, there are posts that I know aren't necessary. There are judgements that I know were unfair. There are feelings of desperation, of entitlement.

I went through a phase of being a twat. Even without the journal, I knew I went through this phase, I remembered enough of that period to know I was a twat.

So who am I to judge someone when they say or do something that's misguided?

How's that for context for my unwavering patience?

also, who the hell just wrote all that? way too many caps.
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