I drink from the broken glass, and it cuts my soul...
The six basic sleeping positions and the personality traits:
Sleep Position No. 1: Crouched in the fetal position: Shy and sensitive
Sleep Position No. 2: Soldier position flat on the back with arms at the sides: Quiet and reserved
Sleep Position No. 3: On the side with legs outstretched and arms down: Social and easy-going
Sleep Position No. 4: On the side with legs outstretched and arms outstretched: Suspicious
Sleep Position No. 5: Flat on the tummy with hands at the sides of the head: Brash and gregarious
Sleep Position No. 6: On the back with outstretched arms and legs: Unassuming and a good listener
So, a lot has been going on lately... but im too blank to write about it right now.
I think i am literally going crazy though...
Supposedly ive started drinking again... This sux. Got smashed last week as a "one time thing." Yeah, totally got smashed last night too... Come to think of it, it hasnt even been a week. Damn. Well, last night was Sharmini's going away party, so maybe ill stop a while. The crazy thing is, i used to never get hung over, ad both times recently, ive suffered tremenduosly int he morning. I thought it was because i havent been drinking enough water, but last night i downed water by the glasses... guess it just wasnt enough....
So, Jake and i were lying there last night in Susan's room, and it was jus tthe two of us, and it was dark... and all of the sudden, the light turned on. it really creeped me out. the doors were shut and there was noone else int he room. it really botheres me because everytime im at Susan's house i feel a "presence" and im scared to be alone in the rooms over there. I woke up at like 6 this morning and was alone, and completely panicked, but i couldnt call for help because my head hurt too bad.
word of advice: never brag about being good at something, when drinking is invloved. You WILL be put to shame! (especially in checkers)
anyways, ive been really depressed lately but hey! whats new? im not getting into that right now though...
on a good note, i got a new cel phone, and its the best ever! i love it. i also got a Madonna CD.... yeah... so im gonna go now... uh... Here read this:
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe.
May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
I Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turnin' around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
'Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.
~Anna Nalick
Sharms:
Have a fun and safe trip. I love ya.
Jake and Sue:
I love you guys too...
(i rhymed)
Hey, i appretiate u guys being here for me btw
*Jules
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"Why live life on the edge, when you can jump off?"
(i read that on some chics skiing shirt... and it thuroughly inspired me)
Sleep Position No. 1: Crouched in the fetal position: Shy and sensitive
Sleep Position No. 2: Soldier position flat on the back with arms at the sides: Quiet and reserved
Sleep Position No. 3: On the side with legs outstretched and arms down: Social and easy-going
Sleep Position No. 4: On the side with legs outstretched and arms outstretched: Suspicious
Sleep Position No. 5: Flat on the tummy with hands at the sides of the head: Brash and gregarious
Sleep Position No. 6: On the back with outstretched arms and legs: Unassuming and a good listener
So, a lot has been going on lately... but im too blank to write about it right now.
I think i am literally going crazy though...
Supposedly ive started drinking again... This sux. Got smashed last week as a "one time thing." Yeah, totally got smashed last night too... Come to think of it, it hasnt even been a week. Damn. Well, last night was Sharmini's going away party, so maybe ill stop a while. The crazy thing is, i used to never get hung over, ad both times recently, ive suffered tremenduosly int he morning. I thought it was because i havent been drinking enough water, but last night i downed water by the glasses... guess it just wasnt enough....
So, Jake and i were lying there last night in Susan's room, and it was jus tthe two of us, and it was dark... and all of the sudden, the light turned on. it really creeped me out. the doors were shut and there was noone else int he room. it really botheres me because everytime im at Susan's house i feel a "presence" and im scared to be alone in the rooms over there. I woke up at like 6 this morning and was alone, and completely panicked, but i couldnt call for help because my head hurt too bad.
word of advice: never brag about being good at something, when drinking is invloved. You WILL be put to shame! (especially in checkers)
anyways, ive been really depressed lately but hey! whats new? im not getting into that right now though...
on a good note, i got a new cel phone, and its the best ever! i love it. i also got a Madonna CD.... yeah... so im gonna go now... uh... Here read this:
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe.
May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
I Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turnin' around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
'Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.
~Anna Nalick
Sharms:
Have a fun and safe trip. I love ya.
Jake and Sue:
I love you guys too...
(i rhymed)
Hey, i appretiate u guys being here for me btw
*Jules
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"Why live life on the edge, when you can jump off?"
(i read that on some chics skiing shirt... and it thuroughly inspired me)