my head spins with thoughts of you. even if you are a faceless bastard.
why can't people just understand that we will never have that kind of relationship? it's not that I'm a teenager and i'm always mad or pissed off, or that i'm depressed or that i've tried things that shouldn't be tried, or if i screamed or yelled, it's a matter of trust and, he broke it. I've settled myself in a postion that i've accepted and now its their turn to accept it. don't keep reminding me that I will grow up one day and say that I will learn from this because there is nothing to learn from, i hate him. he doens't know it, but i do, and i do because its me. simple and plain. he has done nothing for me except creep me and and scary me my entire life, enjoying it. you don't know me, you don't even liked me. so stop pretending and wake up. it's YOUR time to grow the fuck up.
yea and you know what? before mercury they used to use brandy for thermometers. Snapple says so.
wasabiyoyo mom.