Not A Good Yesterday or Today.
I'm a little better. An explaination is in order though.
Yesterday my grandfather, Francis Cady died at 7:45am.
I saw him Saturday afternoon and he didn't look well at all... which isn't properly describing how awful he looked and how heartbreaking it was. I know not to remember him that way though.
I was bawling when they told me his kidneys weren't working because the blood wasn't circulating to them. I knew what that entailed. Since his kidneys weren't working, he was basically being poisoned by his own body. The fluid would eventually surround his heart and "he will take a few gasps and then he'll pass." My mum and Grammy (Grandmother) told me he was gasping out "Helen", my Grammy's name, before he passed. I can't describe how sweet I think that and how much I love him. He passed at 7:45am and I woke up at that time, but when I looked at the clock, I thought nothing of it. To think that in that very minute he died is unnerving.
I don't really believe in God, but where ever he is, I hope he's doing wonderfully.
The wake is this Friday at 4pm an the funeral is Saturday at 10am.
Love you Poppop. See you soon.
Yesterday my grandfather, Francis Cady died at 7:45am.
I saw him Saturday afternoon and he didn't look well at all... which isn't properly describing how awful he looked and how heartbreaking it was. I know not to remember him that way though.
I was bawling when they told me his kidneys weren't working because the blood wasn't circulating to them. I knew what that entailed. Since his kidneys weren't working, he was basically being poisoned by his own body. The fluid would eventually surround his heart and "he will take a few gasps and then he'll pass." My mum and Grammy (Grandmother) told me he was gasping out "Helen", my Grammy's name, before he passed. I can't describe how sweet I think that and how much I love him. He passed at 7:45am and I woke up at that time, but when I looked at the clock, I thought nothing of it. To think that in that very minute he died is unnerving.
I don't really believe in God, but where ever he is, I hope he's doing wonderfully.
The wake is this Friday at 4pm an the funeral is Saturday at 10am.
Love you Poppop. See you soon.