025☆ last time you zapped me someplace, i didn't poop for a week
Hi, I'm Vicky and I'm addicted to making fanmixes.
So, there's this show called Supernatural, right? It's about these two bros who drive around and fight some crime and do cool shit that we wish we did! (We actually don't) final_memories came over one weekend in early June and practically shoved the first season DVD down my throat. Now, I've been putting off watching this show for some unknown reason. I just didn't want to succumb to it yet because we all know how I go about when I get attached to something. Either way, Claire wasn't taking no for an answer so I had to deal with it. Come now and it's probably been a week since I finished season 6. Oh, fuck yeah, I'm hooked but I'm also conflicted and don't know what to do with my emotions for this show and Dean and Castiel in particular. I don't need any more agony in my life because of a freakin' ship especially after season 6.
All I know is that the entire month of June was full of me watching this non-stop, screaming, crying, ugly sobbing, laughing until I cried some more and hyperventilating. My poor little heart is still swirling in silly love songs and in the massive rec post that my dear friend, sunlight_dust made for me. Seriously, this stupid fucking show making me feel all these things that I thought I had stopped feeling but obviously that's not true because hello! I live the life of a masochist and I love me some good goddamn television. Honestly my way of coping at season 6 was to bundle up all the sad and depressing songs on my library and play them as I sobbed my life away. So yeah, the end of the mix deals with the fuckery that is season 6. I'm still taking everything in so come back in like 10 years when I'm ready to talk about why I adore these two characters so much. In the meantime, have this.
defy the great line: a dean/castiel fanmix
SATELLITE - guster [dean to castiel]
you're riding with me tonight // passenger side, lighting the sky // always the first star that i find // you're my satellite
THERE IS A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT - the smiths [castiel to dean]
i want to see life // driving in your car // oh please don't drop me home // because it's not my home, it's their home // and i'm welcome no more
SLOW POISON - the bravery [dean to castiel]
sing me one more hymnal // i have found my angel
YOU'RE MY STAR - stereophonics [castiel to dean]
it's a thrill to see your imagination // just watching you is an education // what's in your mind is my fascination // it blows my mind and sets my heart a racing
TO LOSE MY LIFE - white lies [dean to castiel]
he said to lose my life or lose my love // that's the nightmare I've been running from // so let me hold you in my arms a while
ION SQUARE - bloc party [dean to castiel]
how we've come to depend // on each other to the end // the space between us has disappeared // you finish my, you finish my words for me
KISS AND SWALLOW - iamx [castiel to dean]
if you think that you can spell // make a list of the cunts you'd send to hell and send them // send them on the weekend
SOMETIMES (I WISH) - city and colour [dean to castiel]
if i was a simple man // and i could make you understand // there'd be no reason to think twice // you'd be my sun; you'd be my light
TOO AFRAID TO LOVE YOU - the black keys [castiel to dean]
i just don't know what to do // i'm too afraid to love you
A LITTLE'S ENOUGH - angels & airwaves [castiel to dean]
i, i can do any thing if you want me here // and i can fix anything if you'll let me near // where are those secrets now // that you're too scared to tell
BAD SUN - the bravery [dean to castiel]
every day you bring me pain // and we savor it like rain // we hold it on our tongues // just like wine
SIDEDISH FRIEND - rachael yamagata [dean to castiel]
i don't want to get too close to you // and i don't want you close to me // there's a backdoor waiting just for you // if this isn't what you need
VIBRATIONS IN THE AIR - josh pyke [castiel to dean]
thinking 'bout the times i know i should have taken photographs // something to rely on, sharper than a memory // 'cause chemistry dictates them, they're not coloured by emotion // they're coloured by the shades of how things used to be
IN THE SUN - joseph arthur [castiel to dean] *fuck me if this song wasn't made for cas
'cause when you showed me myself i became someone else // but i was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
i don't know anymore what it's for // i'm not even sure // if there is anyone who is in the sun // will you help me to understand
THE GRAND OPTIMIST - city and colour [dean to castiel]
i fear i'll die from complications// complications due to things that i've left undone // that all my debts will be left unpaid // feel like a cripple without a cane
THE TICONDEROGA - bowerbirds [dean to castiel]
i'm the crutch thats missing, and you're the crippled little lamb // those claws will get you; those teeth will take your life // but you wont know whats missing // this gift aint giving // this wolf aint worth the fight
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So, there's this show called Supernatural, right? It's about these two bros who drive around and fight some crime and do cool shit that we wish we did! (We actually don't) final_memories came over one weekend in early June and practically shoved the first season DVD down my throat. Now, I've been putting off watching this show for some unknown reason. I just didn't want to succumb to it yet because we all know how I go about when I get attached to something. Either way, Claire wasn't taking no for an answer so I had to deal with it. Come now and it's probably been a week since I finished season 6. Oh, fuck yeah, I'm hooked but I'm also conflicted and don't know what to do with my emotions for this show and Dean and Castiel in particular. I don't need any more agony in my life because of a freakin' ship especially after season 6.
All I know is that the entire month of June was full of me watching this non-stop, screaming, crying, ugly sobbing, laughing until I cried some more and hyperventilating. My poor little heart is still swirling in silly love songs and in the massive rec post that my dear friend, sunlight_dust made for me. Seriously, this stupid fucking show making me feel all these things that I thought I had stopped feeling but obviously that's not true because hello! I live the life of a masochist and I love me some good goddamn television. Honestly my way of coping at season 6 was to bundle up all the sad and depressing songs on my library and play them as I sobbed my life away. So yeah, the end of the mix deals with the fuckery that is season 6. I'm still taking everything in so come back in like 10 years when I'm ready to talk about why I adore these two characters so much. In the meantime, have this.
defy the great line: a dean/castiel fanmix
SATELLITE - guster [dean to castiel]
you're riding with me tonight // passenger side, lighting the sky // always the first star that i find // you're my satellite
THERE IS A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT - the smiths [castiel to dean]
i want to see life // driving in your car // oh please don't drop me home // because it's not my home, it's their home // and i'm welcome no more
SLOW POISON - the bravery [dean to castiel]
sing me one more hymnal // i have found my angel
YOU'RE MY STAR - stereophonics [castiel to dean]
it's a thrill to see your imagination // just watching you is an education // what's in your mind is my fascination // it blows my mind and sets my heart a racing
TO LOSE MY LIFE - white lies [dean to castiel]
he said to lose my life or lose my love // that's the nightmare I've been running from // so let me hold you in my arms a while
ION SQUARE - bloc party [dean to castiel]
how we've come to depend // on each other to the end // the space between us has disappeared // you finish my, you finish my words for me
KISS AND SWALLOW - iamx [castiel to dean]
if you think that you can spell // make a list of the cunts you'd send to hell and send them // send them on the weekend
SOMETIMES (I WISH) - city and colour [dean to castiel]
if i was a simple man // and i could make you understand // there'd be no reason to think twice // you'd be my sun; you'd be my light
TOO AFRAID TO LOVE YOU - the black keys [castiel to dean]
i just don't know what to do // i'm too afraid to love you
A LITTLE'S ENOUGH - angels & airwaves [castiel to dean]
i, i can do any thing if you want me here // and i can fix anything if you'll let me near // where are those secrets now // that you're too scared to tell
BAD SUN - the bravery [dean to castiel]
every day you bring me pain // and we savor it like rain // we hold it on our tongues // just like wine
SIDEDISH FRIEND - rachael yamagata [dean to castiel]
i don't want to get too close to you // and i don't want you close to me // there's a backdoor waiting just for you // if this isn't what you need
VIBRATIONS IN THE AIR - josh pyke [castiel to dean]
thinking 'bout the times i know i should have taken photographs // something to rely on, sharper than a memory // 'cause chemistry dictates them, they're not coloured by emotion // they're coloured by the shades of how things used to be
IN THE SUN - joseph arthur [castiel to dean] *fuck me if this song wasn't made for cas
'cause when you showed me myself i became someone else // but i was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
i don't know anymore what it's for // i'm not even sure // if there is anyone who is in the sun // will you help me to understand
THE GRAND OPTIMIST - city and colour [dean to castiel]
i fear i'll die from complications// complications due to things that i've left undone // that all my debts will be left unpaid // feel like a cripple without a cane
THE TICONDEROGA - bowerbirds [dean to castiel]
i'm the crutch thats missing, and you're the crippled little lamb // those claws will get you; those teeth will take your life // but you wont know whats missing // this gift aint giving // this wolf aint worth the fight
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