Adventure, excitement... a Jedi craves not these things.
Ok, this is going to be another complaining post. Deal.
I feel so fucking miserable. Absolutely miserable. I am so goddamn depressed. I got 3 of my wisdom teeth out on Saturday and my mouth hurts a lot. I just don't feel like fucking doing anything. I usually sleep a lot to deal when I get depressed but i Don't know if its because my body is so run down and trying to repair itself, or it's the leftover affects of the drugs they had me on but i have these horrible nightmares when I go to sleep and then everything just sucks when I wake up too. I wake up everyday hoping this pain in my mouth will go away. I LOVE OCTOBER and I just don't want to do anything, I don't want to leave the house, my house is a fucking mess and the kitchen smells like shit, clothes all over the floor and I just don't give a rat's ass. I haven't had sex in a week, The only thing I'm eating is ice cream and soup, i feel really fat. I'm hanging out with my dad all day and can't start school until january and can't work until january to help my mom with my dad. So I am in fact doing NOTHING with my life. I sit on my ass and watch the Discovery Science channel and eat ice cream all day. i get to see brandon like 2 seconds out of the day, he works the night shift and when he gets home plays X men with Jon all night till 4 and I go to bed at like 1, so.. nothing. But I can't be mad because we couldn 't do anything anyway. I see all these people around me in other states going to school, traveling, doing something with their lives and I am doing nothing.
"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned for Sega"-Brodie "Mallrats"
I feel so fucking miserable. Absolutely miserable. I am so goddamn depressed. I got 3 of my wisdom teeth out on Saturday and my mouth hurts a lot. I just don't feel like fucking doing anything. I usually sleep a lot to deal when I get depressed but i Don't know if its because my body is so run down and trying to repair itself, or it's the leftover affects of the drugs they had me on but i have these horrible nightmares when I go to sleep and then everything just sucks when I wake up too. I wake up everyday hoping this pain in my mouth will go away. I LOVE OCTOBER and I just don't want to do anything, I don't want to leave the house, my house is a fucking mess and the kitchen smells like shit, clothes all over the floor and I just don't give a rat's ass. I haven't had sex in a week, The only thing I'm eating is ice cream and soup, i feel really fat. I'm hanging out with my dad all day and can't start school until january and can't work until january to help my mom with my dad. So I am in fact doing NOTHING with my life. I sit on my ass and watch the Discovery Science channel and eat ice cream all day. i get to see brandon like 2 seconds out of the day, he works the night shift and when he gets home plays X men with Jon all night till 4 and I go to bed at like 1, so.. nothing. But I can't be mad because we couldn 't do anything anyway. I see all these people around me in other states going to school, traveling, doing something with their lives and I am doing nothing.
"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned for Sega"-Brodie "Mallrats"