why bother
hooray..I have the internet back at least. That's about the only thing going right though. Last saturday someone broke the front bumper on my truck while it was parked in the parking lot at my apartment. I have no idea who did it, but now the whole thing has to be replaced and in order to do that i have to come up with a $250 dollar deductible for my insurance. it's bullshit. what the hell am I paying them $156 a month for full coverage if i still have to pay a deductible when i need to get something done. I could understand if i was in an accident, but i wasn't anywhere near my vehicle when it happened. not to mention it was not done by another vehicle. The bumper that got damaged was facing the sidewalk. it was somebody walking by that did it. i just can't win for losing anymore it seems like.
Family life pretty well sucks now. my mom has gone off the deep end and decided to just make things as bad for herself and my sisters and brother as she possibly can. My suspicions about some things she's been doing have been more or less confirmed. Then she blames me when i go off on her for it and stop talking to her. Oh well...that's all i really care to say about that situation.
I think it's pretty much a given at this point that i'm gonna start doing whatever it takes to get caught up on my bills and get enough money saved up that I can move to Arizona and leave this shithole town and everything in it behind. I'd like to go back to school first and at least have a 2 year degree before I do that, but that would mean staying here for a lot longer than I want to. I don't know. we'll see what happens.
Hmmmm.........wish i could end this on a happy note, but such is life.
Family life pretty well sucks now. my mom has gone off the deep end and decided to just make things as bad for herself and my sisters and brother as she possibly can. My suspicions about some things she's been doing have been more or less confirmed. Then she blames me when i go off on her for it and stop talking to her. Oh well...that's all i really care to say about that situation.
I think it's pretty much a given at this point that i'm gonna start doing whatever it takes to get caught up on my bills and get enough money saved up that I can move to Arizona and leave this shithole town and everything in it behind. I'd like to go back to school first and at least have a 2 year degree before I do that, but that would mean staying here for a lot longer than I want to. I don't know. we'll see what happens.
Hmmmm.........wish i could end this on a happy note, but such is life.