So, I've been quite depressed lately. I finally gave birth to this creature. Hoping to feel better soon...
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Black roses and the velcro sun
Disappear before the day is done,
Leave before the game is won
Black roses and the velcro sun
Go away and remain no more
Banging here on my cellar door
Knocking louder, more and more
Flee from here, remain no more
Black roses and the velcro sun
You went away so they could come
Everything is awry, undone
Nothing left here but the smoking gun
This haunts and burns me to the core
Tell me what this life is for
Stinking and rotting here on the floor
These thoughts, these feelings, I do abhor
Black roses and the velcro sun
Prick my hands and the blood doth run
Abrase my face, I shall be shunned
Victimized by this transfiguration
Knock and knock upon my door
You drove me here, let us settle our score
I arm myself and prepare for war
Stinking and rotting here on the floor
Black roses and the velcro sun
Show me as I was before this had begun
Reveal my inner self undone
Before I was afraid to feel the sun.
But you are the one I can no longer ignore
You are welcome here upon my floor
Yes, enter ye, thy despotic whore
Let us dance here now, and we'll settle our score.
Black roses and the velcro sun
I fear that soon my time here is done
So please come in, we'll have some fun
Just you and me and this smoking gun
The knocking stops as you open the door
I sob and crumple upon the floor
Now I know what this life is for,
For me outside of my chamber door.
Black roses and the velcro sun
Now I know that you have won
They go away so you could come
I know now what must be done.
This life it haunts me to the core
And now I know what must be done
I smile once more at the cellar door
And the life that's left me so undone
I cry a little through the gore
A bloody tear down my face doth run
From the little wound where the bullet bore
As I stare down the barrel of the smoking gun
Black roses and the velcro sun
Oh my God, what have I done?
I can't believe that you have won.
Black roses and the velcro sun.