"You said you could see it in my eyes...How bad it hurt."

Sep 12, 2005 18:17

Maybe sometime I might get cheered up, but at the moment I'm a tad bit depressed. I hate county. I hate school. I hate these hypocritical teachers with their idiotic gazes and their answers to my questions by walking away or shrugging. I hate the fact mom wont even consider taking me to another school where I could be just slightly happy. And it ( Read more... )

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Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur September 26 2005, 01:42:40 UTC
You...have no idea what I have been through to try to forget you over the past month...or two. Where in the United States I have been...and how much I wish you would just turn 18 so I can make that one...last...stop in Kentucky. I can't excape you, and it's bending my every will, my soul and my life. It's like a huge rubberband ( ... )

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove September 26 2005, 02:17:00 UTC
And then he calls me. At 5 fucking o-clock in the morning. In fact I'm still talking to him. Time to get up. Don't feel bad now, he's just tired.....

Rubberband, eh? If you could see me now.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove September 26 2005, 15:51:47 UTC
Brandon, what happened your your Live journal?

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur September 30 2005, 10:13:21 UTC
When you have the chance to erase the past, one should not skip that chance. I took advantage of the power of the internet and got rid of some of the HORRID past.

Now...just happyness. *smiles*

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove October 1 2005, 20:03:43 UTC
Aww, I kinda liked your last post, is all. Yes, I did look at it. Curiosity killed the cat, so to speak.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. kn4ps October 1 2005, 23:06:15 UTC
"And Spank...Get the fuck away from her pants, she's wearing mine. You need to find a redlight district"

WTF... away from her pants? I was saying that I am still here as a friend dumbass. Because she needs to know what friends are around who care. And if your refering to the "baby erin", thats what she is called because there are multiple erins around us. Don't comment to me, and commenting about me is just the same. I don't even hear about you around Jennifer or any of that group anymore, I like it that way, its quiet, hell, even your name brings drama.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove October 2 2005, 11:21:09 UTC
His name brings drama because you just can't seem to let go of him. People lie about him, like lie about getting raped, or being abused. Just to justify why there are marks on the arm from suh a horrible break up or something stupid like that. IT's not true.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur October 2 2005, 14:51:12 UTC
That's right, in all actuality, I'm doing everyone a much needed service- I'm everyones emotional punching bag. Whenever something is wrong in your life, just say I raped you. Whenever you're feeling down, just say it was me in the past that made you this way.

You should be thanking me. Oh...and what happened to you going to college? Your grammar is atrocious.

Oh, and is that hint of hauteur within your words when you spoke of Jennifer? It shouldn't be there, that's what we call "Sloppy seconds" in the guy world.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove October 2 2005, 18:01:29 UTC
Le-hmm.........................................
I'm not going to say anything bad here, but he is a punching bag, and yes, that is considered sloppy seconds in the guy world...But no more name spewing or being mean on my journal, if you don't mind fella's.

And another thing. I want a puppy. So I'm hcaning my birthday to next week, First to get me a puppy will get a huge hug.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. littlemeaness October 2 2005, 20:22:32 UTC
Kinda odd that you call me "sloppy seconds", when you are the only one I ever did anything with. Oh well *shrug*. I don't talk about you anymore so let's not talk about me.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur October 3 2005, 04:00:06 UTC
I doubt that, although I could see you using the excuse "Bashur raped me" so you wouldn't have to give it up to just about anyone anymore. I don't know, I think the fact that you said that I RAPED YOU when I never did, gives me a huge right to talk about you ( ... )

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur October 3 2005, 04:02:42 UTC
Excuse the grammar and spelling errors, I have been up for about thirty six hours now.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove October 3 2005, 04:08:21 UTC
Mmm...Yeah...I agree with him. Lying about getting raped...Really isn't smart.....Yeah.....Hmm...School....Sucks....Must...Get ready.....No fighting...on journal....::Walks away like a zombie::...Uuuhhnnnn...school.....

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur October 3 2005, 04:13:42 UTC
It's not a fight, morso a discussion. Although it looks exactly like a fight would...but without the fight. *shifty*...

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. sanguinarylove October 3 2005, 04:19:54 UTC
::Wambles back from school::...Ughhhnnnn......Give me puppy, damnit.......Mmmm, puppies TASTE good...But no, really. Lying is bad, fights are bad, but puppies and monkies are good for you. Not the poo slinging ones, mind you.

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Re: Live journal...is for the past. You can allways find it here. bashur October 3 2005, 04:22:52 UTC
There, I just mailed you a puppy. *smiles* Be happy.

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