Mar 14, 2007 00:11
So I finally let go of him. We are completely out of touch. It was my choice this time..it wasnt him pushing me away. Im so proud of myself haha.
So I feel good. I dont feel lonely. Well Im seeing someone right now. But in those two weeks of being completely single, I felt fine. Im not gona dwell because I dont have someone to tell me they love me. I love myself and thats all I actually NEED. People say that NEED that one person. When actually you dont fucken need them, you juss want them because its comforting and you like their company. I dont think I would ever tell anyone else that I need them in my life again..shows weakness. So maybe I AM a new person. fuck yeah i am. proud of it. stronger and kickin ass. if ima fall down, im getting right back up before youve noticed I was down. Fuck being weak. fucken being a pussy. I dont need a boyfriend, I may want one. but i dont need one to live. yeah he made me into an asshole. but its benefiting me right? so maybe it wasnt a total waste of time. Id rather be an asshole than be a naive little girl. I feel completely optimistic about the future. No matter what happens, Im gona keep bein a badass haha and beat em down left and right. well, if thats how it goes. Life is too short to sit around and weep all day. Move on mothafuckas! mkay im done bein a bitch.
GOOD TIMES ahead I can already see it :D