April
April is a good month.
Gimik would like to wait until April before doing anything. He's on vacation at the end of March which would be the same time we give it another go and he'd prefer not to have the stress while he is off and I 100% agree.
So April.
If it works in April I will possibly be due close to V-Day 2011 which is awesome as it will mark 3 years of trying...and we all know that 3 is my lucky number.
Woke up feeling happy today. Went to bed sad with a migraine. I was upset about having to wait the extra month. But I woke up feeling good. Relaxed. A weight off my shoulders. Maybe I needed to have that extra month.
I'm 29. Not 49. I've got time. I need to sit back and slow down a bit. Enjoy life.
Going shopping with my Mom on Saturday. She giggled like a school girl when I told her I would take her out. It'll be good. I am going to try to work out over the next couple of months....try as I have no gym membership anymore and it will be at home...sooooo hard to work out at home.
I look at my bike in the basement and wish I could take it out.
Shadow woke me up with purrs and love. He loves to cuddle. And smush his face against yours. Spirit just likes to sleep on you.
Quickly organized my desk at work. I think a part of my saddness was how disorganized I had gotten which is rare for me. I am always organized. Always. So now I feel a bit more human.
Been puttingmake-up on in the morning as well. Something I don't always do...but I feel a touch more beautiful now.
The sun is up and I'm strolling out!
Gimik would like to wait until April before doing anything. He's on vacation at the end of March which would be the same time we give it another go and he'd prefer not to have the stress while he is off and I 100% agree.
So April.
If it works in April I will possibly be due close to V-Day 2011 which is awesome as it will mark 3 years of trying...and we all know that 3 is my lucky number.
Woke up feeling happy today. Went to bed sad with a migraine. I was upset about having to wait the extra month. But I woke up feeling good. Relaxed. A weight off my shoulders. Maybe I needed to have that extra month.
I'm 29. Not 49. I've got time. I need to sit back and slow down a bit. Enjoy life.
Going shopping with my Mom on Saturday. She giggled like a school girl when I told her I would take her out. It'll be good. I am going to try to work out over the next couple of months....try as I have no gym membership anymore and it will be at home...sooooo hard to work out at home.
I look at my bike in the basement and wish I could take it out.
Shadow woke me up with purrs and love. He loves to cuddle. And smush his face against yours. Spirit just likes to sleep on you.
Quickly organized my desk at work. I think a part of my saddness was how disorganized I had gotten which is rare for me. I am always organized. Always. So now I feel a bit more human.
Been puttingmake-up on in the morning as well. Something I don't always do...but I feel a touch more beautiful now.
The sun is up and I'm strolling out!