Feb 16, 2010 09:26
Going to the Blitz today, going to enjoy a chai tea in the waters and relax. Going with Ali. Doubt we will make it to Yorkville as she busted her back. Bummer but it's ok I can go another day.
Spent the weekend chilling with Gimik. He played Star Trek Online, I played Sims 3, it was fun time together. Had a good V-Day. Watched lots of Olympics cheering on the Canadians.
Feeling sad today only because today was the day I was originally was supposed to take my blood test. Decided to keep the day off instead of going in. I'm 100% better now. No more pain or anything.
I was planning on getting up and working out first thing this morning, but was too depressed. Baby steps right.....it'll be fine.
We may or may not be doing my frozen transfer in March, really depends on the cost. I've e-mailed my nurse to ask for a breakdown.
I'm pretty sure I know what went wrong. I was in sooo much pain after the transfer for 3 days. This time I am going to ask what time they think I will be allowed in, and drink water 15 minutes before then if they are a half hour late again it shouldn't hurt too much, but I'll only drink small bits over a period of time. This whole drink an hour beforehand and then they are a hafl hour late does not cut it with me. I have a medically proven, nicely small bladder. It causes severe pain for me.
So hope is still alive. This is me, I am forever positive. While out today I plan on bringing my camera, going to try to capture images that make me happy. I am by no means a good photographer, but it doesn't matter, it's about what makes me happy.