LunaRouge Living Pt. 2
LunaRouge is a place outside of a place...to say it in the most strangest of ways. It all started to develop when i was 5 or 6 i suppose when i felt left out of a lot of things at school...prolly cause i was shy as hell. I found my solace in the library where i could look at all the pictures and read. Until i found a book that a highschooler left one day and it had changed my mentality about a lot of things. I realized things wouldnt be the same when I met IT...the daemon that i had somehow managed to bring forth into my soul.
I ended up back in LunaRouge by the fate of seriously fucked up sleep schedule and awoke to find the noise of the Tavern had distanced and the room i lay in to be a bit more cozy. Instinctivly i reached for the dagger at my side but found nothing but the cloth of my Tripp pants and a bare upper body. the groggy feeling quickly went away as i shot up and felt the worst headache slap me back in place since that guy hit me with a baseball back to the skull on accident that one time.
"What the friggin hell?!?!!" i said between sanity and a long chain of obscinities.
I saw the familiar figure of Elly in my peripheral vision and calmed down a bit as she put a cold cloth against my head and sighed.
"Your such a friggin idiot Lord Vitaeus...you drank to much...heated up and passed out before i could say a damn word," she said angrily, "to top it all off you managed to bit into your lip and bleed all over the damn place. sometimes i wonder why you choose this path to get rid of your misery."
I smirked and felt the relaxing coolness of the washcloth and damp water, "because the aftertaste and the flavor is nice...the mead...that is. why the hell is my shirt off again?"
"because you were heating up and sweating like you were about to die."
"right...."
The Infernous Chains had calmed and the rage had dulled thanks to my temporary laps through IRL and i somehow felt more inclined to talk. nevertheless i decided to speak in the usual riddled insanity to myself, mumbling from time to time.
"I managed to find another friend here in this town to yknow?" said Elly," Perhaps you will talk better around em."
"Listen Elly...i dont even know how the hell this town came to be much less understand why the music plays the way it does. i mean for fuck's sake Jem mother fucking Griffiths was playing in this tavern and speakerboxed throughout the town!"
The door open and shut and an all to familiar voice spoke forth.
"You really need to chill the fuck out holmes, lest i crush your weakened ass and make you MY bitch."
"....holy shit so you're in here to now huh?"
Seth "Set" Sufar was quite the stranger to my little world and even HE managed to find a spot to move to. How he managed to get into my head amazes even me since it was I who usually fucked up his imagination.
"Damn straight im here you punk hispanic bitch," he said amused,"so this is the infamous LunaRouge eh? i figured youd mix up island life with medieval chaos..."
He looked around and smirked before taking a seat in a lone rocker across the way.
"We want to know why things are going on the way they are Vit," Elly said calmly," You hurt Bloodmage back there...i heard the whole convo. what made you esplode that way to her? she didnt deserve it..."
"Let holmes talk his story...there is somethin here we dont get. shit...this whole place is new," Set said in response.
I grimmaced at the fact of finally having to explain myself but then again maybe it would help figure out why my world changed without me knowing. So i let it all go...I told both of em how my anger coincided with not knowing where The Lady had gone off to or the fact that the parchment she sent me said so much yet was instantly obliterated by her actions and way of doing things. Also because of the fact that being stranded 3500 miles away eventually had taken its toll and i snapped to quickly. It is nice to be within range of people you know but eventually you will snap when you hide the pain and want. That's what happened to me i suppose. and i took it out on the person i wish i hadnt. So now i decided to go on a trip led by my instinct to figure out what the fuck was going on. Strangely enough it had led me here and is pulling me to go into the Western LunaRouge...IT's place.
"So lemme get this straight," Set said calmly," You are trippin because The Lady has not said anything and all this emo bullshit . you hurt Bloodmage's feelings and you are on a quest to find who you are...."
I looked up at him and laughed while Elly sat there in utter confusion," Yeah...that about sums shit up there cuhz....I'm just trippin bawls and i decided to go away for a while and see why The Infernous Chains were tweaking like mad crazy at every little thing."
The pain in my forehead had gone away by then and my rationality had returned...or lack therof. I stood up again , this time more coherently and put my shirt and dagger back on.
"anyway...i better get going. Western LunaRouge has somethin for me and the only way to get this strange feeling to leave is to venture into it and take care of business."
Set stood up and smirked again while stretching," Well...if that isnt the biggest bitch in the world. Mind if i tag along? Ive always wanted to see what this hell of yours is like anyway."
I nodded to say that he could come along as we both put together our things and prepared.
" Elly... please tell Bloodmage i apologize . I never meant to snap so harshly on her and even though she may not understand what i do or the means i go about getting to the end...I bid her safety and comfort. I'm afraid not even you are ready to handle the darkness in this world...even though you have saved me countless times."
Elly nodded and smiled lightly before standing up as well," aight Lord Vitaeus...ill send the message back to her . be well ok? and dont do anything stupid. We all care for your wellbeing...even though you are a bit outta this world ... in both aspects."
I nodded and turned as Set walked out the door. Guess it was time to put an end to this fucking madness after all and let the past be the past. There was no reason to dwell on this pain but for some reason...it stayed and cut me up on the inside. Time to put the shoebox away and let the pain just end...no matter how shitty it seems...i am the only one left dwelling on this issue and the anger that keeps fueling The Infernous Chains.
This time the world faded out normally as my return to IRL came back......
"It's Not Like You Killed Someone!!!!
It's Not Like You Drove A Spiteful Spear Into His Side"
My phone alarm went off and the day had begun again. Monday morning PT and the usual day to day shit...so fucking tired and dizzy...how much longer will it be until everything is understood and cleared up?
"I Never stopped Loving You....If I can stay in love with you this long i might as well try everything to keep you with me this time... and thats something i want to do. Keep You With Me...."
I remember reading that line this morning...it was the first line i noticed...and i think i just realized why....
Odin Protect and the Source Guide You,
Niko Vitaeus
Listening To: Pure Z Trance Mix, The Dreaming, Stabbing Westward, Lacuna Coil
"Orb" "Solo Crucifixion" "Darkest Days" "You Create"
Thinking About: The Crazy Turn Out Of LunaRouge and That Strange New Town
I ended up back in LunaRouge by the fate of seriously fucked up sleep schedule and awoke to find the noise of the Tavern had distanced and the room i lay in to be a bit more cozy. Instinctivly i reached for the dagger at my side but found nothing but the cloth of my Tripp pants and a bare upper body. the groggy feeling quickly went away as i shot up and felt the worst headache slap me back in place since that guy hit me with a baseball back to the skull on accident that one time.
"What the friggin hell?!?!!" i said between sanity and a long chain of obscinities.
I saw the familiar figure of Elly in my peripheral vision and calmed down a bit as she put a cold cloth against my head and sighed.
"Your such a friggin idiot Lord Vitaeus...you drank to much...heated up and passed out before i could say a damn word," she said angrily, "to top it all off you managed to bit into your lip and bleed all over the damn place. sometimes i wonder why you choose this path to get rid of your misery."
I smirked and felt the relaxing coolness of the washcloth and damp water, "because the aftertaste and the flavor is nice...the mead...that is. why the hell is my shirt off again?"
"because you were heating up and sweating like you were about to die."
"right...."
The Infernous Chains had calmed and the rage had dulled thanks to my temporary laps through IRL and i somehow felt more inclined to talk. nevertheless i decided to speak in the usual riddled insanity to myself, mumbling from time to time.
"I managed to find another friend here in this town to yknow?" said Elly," Perhaps you will talk better around em."
"Listen Elly...i dont even know how the hell this town came to be much less understand why the music plays the way it does. i mean for fuck's sake Jem mother fucking Griffiths was playing in this tavern and speakerboxed throughout the town!"
The door open and shut and an all to familiar voice spoke forth.
"You really need to chill the fuck out holmes, lest i crush your weakened ass and make you MY bitch."
"....holy shit so you're in here to now huh?"
Seth "Set" Sufar was quite the stranger to my little world and even HE managed to find a spot to move to. How he managed to get into my head amazes even me since it was I who usually fucked up his imagination.
"Damn straight im here you punk hispanic bitch," he said amused,"so this is the infamous LunaRouge eh? i figured youd mix up island life with medieval chaos..."
He looked around and smirked before taking a seat in a lone rocker across the way.
"We want to know why things are going on the way they are Vit," Elly said calmly," You hurt Bloodmage back there...i heard the whole convo. what made you esplode that way to her? she didnt deserve it..."
"Let holmes talk his story...there is somethin here we dont get. shit...this whole place is new," Set said in response.
I grimmaced at the fact of finally having to explain myself but then again maybe it would help figure out why my world changed without me knowing. So i let it all go...I told both of em how my anger coincided with not knowing where The Lady had gone off to or the fact that the parchment she sent me said so much yet was instantly obliterated by her actions and way of doing things. Also because of the fact that being stranded 3500 miles away eventually had taken its toll and i snapped to quickly. It is nice to be within range of people you know but eventually you will snap when you hide the pain and want. That's what happened to me i suppose. and i took it out on the person i wish i hadnt. So now i decided to go on a trip led by my instinct to figure out what the fuck was going on. Strangely enough it had led me here and is pulling me to go into the Western LunaRouge...IT's place.
"So lemme get this straight," Set said calmly," You are trippin because The Lady has not said anything and all this emo bullshit . you hurt Bloodmage's feelings and you are on a quest to find who you are...."
I looked up at him and laughed while Elly sat there in utter confusion," Yeah...that about sums shit up there cuhz....I'm just trippin bawls and i decided to go away for a while and see why The Infernous Chains were tweaking like mad crazy at every little thing."
The pain in my forehead had gone away by then and my rationality had returned...or lack therof. I stood up again , this time more coherently and put my shirt and dagger back on.
"anyway...i better get going. Western LunaRouge has somethin for me and the only way to get this strange feeling to leave is to venture into it and take care of business."
Set stood up and smirked again while stretching," Well...if that isnt the biggest bitch in the world. Mind if i tag along? Ive always wanted to see what this hell of yours is like anyway."
I nodded to say that he could come along as we both put together our things and prepared.
" Elly... please tell Bloodmage i apologize . I never meant to snap so harshly on her and even though she may not understand what i do or the means i go about getting to the end...I bid her safety and comfort. I'm afraid not even you are ready to handle the darkness in this world...even though you have saved me countless times."
Elly nodded and smiled lightly before standing up as well," aight Lord Vitaeus...ill send the message back to her . be well ok? and dont do anything stupid. We all care for your wellbeing...even though you are a bit outta this world ... in both aspects."
I nodded and turned as Set walked out the door. Guess it was time to put an end to this fucking madness after all and let the past be the past. There was no reason to dwell on this pain but for some reason...it stayed and cut me up on the inside. Time to put the shoebox away and let the pain just end...no matter how shitty it seems...i am the only one left dwelling on this issue and the anger that keeps fueling The Infernous Chains.
This time the world faded out normally as my return to IRL came back......
"It's Not Like You Killed Someone!!!!
It's Not Like You Drove A Spiteful Spear Into His Side"
My phone alarm went off and the day had begun again. Monday morning PT and the usual day to day shit...so fucking tired and dizzy...how much longer will it be until everything is understood and cleared up?
"I Never stopped Loving You....If I can stay in love with you this long i might as well try everything to keep you with me this time... and thats something i want to do. Keep You With Me...."
I remember reading that line this morning...it was the first line i noticed...and i think i just realized why....
Odin Protect and the Source Guide You,
Niko Vitaeus
Listening To: Pure Z Trance Mix, The Dreaming, Stabbing Westward, Lacuna Coil
"Orb" "Solo Crucifixion" "Darkest Days" "You Create"
Thinking About: The Crazy Turn Out Of LunaRouge and That Strange New Town