Anniversary
Yesterday and today are my 21st wedding anniversary with P - I never did mark the day our divorce was final. I think it was sometime in early 2006.
Anyway, I was literally never happier in my life than when me and P got married. I felt like I had won at life. I had both my kids living with me, I had a beautiful, genius, wife who adored me to bits. I had my new shop which at that time was thriving. And we had a beautiful house on a hill overlooking The Atlantic.
So much has happened in the years since we split up.
I think P has fared better than I, in the pursuit of happiness. Definitely so recently.
I very much doubt that P ever misses me. I wonder if it even occurred to her this was our anniversary. Probably not. It should not matter to me whether she did think of it or not, but it kinda does.
I'll never know, because we have not seen nor spoken to one another in 15 years.
Anyway, I was literally never happier in my life than when me and P got married. I felt like I had won at life. I had both my kids living with me, I had a beautiful, genius, wife who adored me to bits. I had my new shop which at that time was thriving. And we had a beautiful house on a hill overlooking The Atlantic.
So much has happened in the years since we split up.
I think P has fared better than I, in the pursuit of happiness. Definitely so recently.
I very much doubt that P ever misses me. I wonder if it even occurred to her this was our anniversary. Probably not. It should not matter to me whether she did think of it or not, but it kinda does.
I'll never know, because we have not seen nor spoken to one another in 15 years.