Jul 23, 2008 14:02
I have tonnes of work to do today and there is no water in the building and I have forgotten to keep some water handy in the bucket. So I really don't know what to do next; in sheer frustration I decide to write the blog.Thats what blogs are for I guess...!You send your worries out to the entire world and feel lighter as if the whole universe understands the way you feel.
I am now reading a fab book and I cant help but take it everywhere I go.
Its Collected stories of Guy De Maupassant. I am completely obsessed with it. Sometimes I wonder what was going on in his mind when he wrote them.
For the first time ever in my life so far, I said NO to something I really liked in Fabindia, that too there was so much pressure from hubby to buy that because it did look nice! He was so amazed and shocked when I told him I am saturated with shopping. I dont want things anymore, I have outgrown my shopping habits of buying new things to wear.
He looked so disappointed and looked at me as if I had really lost my marbles and he has to look for them somehow. But he did have to look for them, I went the next day for shopping to give company to ma in law and just like that bought myself gold jewellery; 22 C GOLD JEWELLERY; not only a necklace but a fab dangling earring( which is by the way made to order)which was just 40,000 rupees more than the Fab India Kurti...!!
I bought it; immediately after I wanted kill myself by wearing the necklace around my throat so tight that I choke, because contrary to the fact that I was saturated, now I like to shop for solid pricey things. I am guessing it has something to do with age...and the fact that I am over the years where I was happy with buying knick knacks from commercial street and be so thrilled about it. Should I be happy or sad? I am sure A wants his old girl back:)