One month today...
I hate this dramatic shit that has been reoccuring lately. I don't think that I can take much more of it. I don't like yelling at people or hearing them say shit about me or my friends, but it doens't seem to ever stop. I guess that things will be worked out because they always are. It's all just bullshit. But once again I will fix the mess because I am expected to.
Today is John and me's one month. (He kept track how cute!) We are going to go out tomorrow night because tonight I am going out with my aunt, who I love to pieces. She is very wonderful and I can't wait to hang out with her because she is just a big kid.
Tomorrow I get to also go work the shit out between me and April P. Wow, that sounds fun. April vs. April, who will it be folks? Place your bets. (Don't worry, it'll be me b/c shit will go my way or it won't go anywhere at all) I will not let her keep lieing to me, talking about my friends, or lieing to herself that andy is so wonderful. She will either have to choose andy or the rest of us, and with just andy things will get lonely b/c he never sticks with one girl. He's kinda slutty. It's just the way he is.
Well, good luck to me I guess. I just hope that I can keep my anger up long enough to tell her what's up. I don't punk out, I just get so mad that after a while I have to calm down. Then I lose what I meant to say. Not this time.
Today is John and me's one month. (He kept track how cute!) We are going to go out tomorrow night because tonight I am going out with my aunt, who I love to pieces. She is very wonderful and I can't wait to hang out with her because she is just a big kid.
Tomorrow I get to also go work the shit out between me and April P. Wow, that sounds fun. April vs. April, who will it be folks? Place your bets. (Don't worry, it'll be me b/c shit will go my way or it won't go anywhere at all) I will not let her keep lieing to me, talking about my friends, or lieing to herself that andy is so wonderful. She will either have to choose andy or the rest of us, and with just andy things will get lonely b/c he never sticks with one girl. He's kinda slutty. It's just the way he is.
Well, good luck to me I guess. I just hope that I can keep my anger up long enough to tell her what's up. I don't punk out, I just get so mad that after a while I have to calm down. Then I lose what I meant to say. Not this time.