I was not made to play Monopoly
Jeeze... I mean really... I think a bit over a year ago I had a nice ranting post that was brought on by Monopoly induced stress as well...
I've always thought of myself as cynical, and therefore my humor has never been the nicest... but maybe its moved beyond just that...
I've been told how mean I am by Steven on a number of occasions... and I just brushed it off... Now Bryan just made some comments during this game as to how much of a bastard I am... I dunno... he apologized for his "bad mood" after, but I don't know.
There must be something there I guess... I always have thought of myself as a relatively nice person, I've had my issues to work out which have left me a little jaded... no need to go into them yet again on here... but all in all I've always thought I was a nice person. Since my forced change in personality all those years ago it's been something that has kept me going. But maybe I'm not.
I'm getting from all sides, not just housemates, that I'm mean, cruel, and a bastard... Its now got to the point where I can't brush it off... It's been quite some time since I've felt crapy like this... not just self-reflective... I dunno it sucks.
I think it may be time to just go to sleep.... because I feel like either yelling at someone or something, or crying... and I'd really rather not do either...
I've always thought of myself as cynical, and therefore my humor has never been the nicest... but maybe its moved beyond just that...
I've been told how mean I am by Steven on a number of occasions... and I just brushed it off... Now Bryan just made some comments during this game as to how much of a bastard I am... I dunno... he apologized for his "bad mood" after, but I don't know.
There must be something there I guess... I always have thought of myself as a relatively nice person, I've had my issues to work out which have left me a little jaded... no need to go into them yet again on here... but all in all I've always thought I was a nice person. Since my forced change in personality all those years ago it's been something that has kept me going. But maybe I'm not.
I'm getting from all sides, not just housemates, that I'm mean, cruel, and a bastard... Its now got to the point where I can't brush it off... It's been quite some time since I've felt crapy like this... not just self-reflective... I dunno it sucks.
I think it may be time to just go to sleep.... because I feel like either yelling at someone or something, or crying... and I'd really rather not do either...