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Start of Summer Looked Great. Hard Time Were Nothing But Bullshit Problems. Had Fun. Great Storys. Fast Forward That Clock A Little Bit. July 20th, 2004. A Piece Of Me Died Under A Street Lamp. Fast Forward 5 Days Later. A Piece Of My Remaining Youth Fell In A Lake And Cannot Be Regained. Fast Forward August 11th 2004, Worst Morning, Best Evening Of My Life. For Two Reasons. Cure With The People I Loved, and Andrew Came Home. Brotherhood Scars. Shaved Heads. Shaved Pubes. Love taken. Nude. Nude. Nude. I Spent Many Of My Nights In The Nude. I Spent Most Of The Last Month Trying To Calm My Self Down. Thinking Of Things I Lost. Fighting Letters In My Head. Trying To Justify My Problems Compared To Hers. Fast Forward. To Now. Refuse To Be Happy. Not Myself. New People. Love But Pain Still Remains. Got Better Everyday. Gets Harder When Time Passes. Diferent Moments Bring Up Different Memories. Missing Street Signs. Long Lake Road. Scars. 4 Of Them. All Reminders Good And Bad Times. Ciggarette Ash. Coffee Shop Blues. Hooka Hoses. Josh Swimmer Phone Calls. Zoie. Crush's I Wish I Could Have Aknowleged. Regrets. I Use To Have None. But Know I Have One. You. Loosing You. Im Not Ashamed Or Embarressed To Feel Like A Losser Or A Creep. I Only Know What I Feel. And As Of Right Now. That Feeling Wont Leave. No Matter How Hard I Try To Kick Its Ass. Forget The Bull Shit. I Dont Know The Ending. Visions Of A Shotgun Shell On My Kitchen Floor....Dramitic Ending To Unreal Problems.
Summer List Recap.
Heartbreak - Check
Insane Pains in Arm - Check
Unhappy Endings - Checkmate?
Summer List Recap.
Heartbreak - Check
Insane Pains in Arm - Check
Unhappy Endings - Checkmate?