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God, it's almost as if tonight can't get any worse. I hate my mom right now. The one day out of the effing week that I can see Alex, she had the nerve to tell me to come home to clean. Not only did I piss him off (because he had to leave his friends to drive me home in traffic), but I got depressed and upset because I really just needed to be with him and spend some time with him. I won't be able to for maybe 2 weeks because of our different schedules. I know it's dumb and selfish to complain about, but this is one thing that's going pretty good for me, and I hate to make him (and even myself) mad with things like this. If you see this, I'm sorry babe. I ruined your day, and I ruined mine.
Even blasting music doesn't help anymore. I don't know...I hope bad moments like these fade quickly....