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man, right now i feel like i dont have any friends.
i have my online friends and i loves those guys to death
but i mean friends at school.
the ppl i hung out with last yr r not there or wont speak to me.
like the seniors. all the senior friends r gone
some of the juniors( now the new seniors) r talking but there r usualy to bisssy in the morning to pay attention.
the few kids in my class wont even talk to me. kaycee isnt. and i thought she would. katie is, but i try to stay away from here. she can be 2 faced.
emma hasnt even said hi to me.
alyshia is gone to another school, melissa b. has moved to another school.
kylia is doing the same thing the seniors r doing.. shes has said hi, but thats about it. for some reason i get the feeling that shes avoding me. like someone told her something and now she doesnt want to be around me.
i can handle this. its just at times i feel lonely and i can get depressed.
i have always handle feeling like this. i have always felt like an outsider. the only place i felt like i belong was at some religiouse retreats. but even then i felt out of place.
i have my online friends and i loves those guys to death
but i mean friends at school.
the ppl i hung out with last yr r not there or wont speak to me.
like the seniors. all the senior friends r gone
some of the juniors( now the new seniors) r talking but there r usualy to bisssy in the morning to pay attention.
the few kids in my class wont even talk to me. kaycee isnt. and i thought she would. katie is, but i try to stay away from here. she can be 2 faced.
emma hasnt even said hi to me.
alyshia is gone to another school, melissa b. has moved to another school.
kylia is doing the same thing the seniors r doing.. shes has said hi, but thats about it. for some reason i get the feeling that shes avoding me. like someone told her something and now she doesnt want to be around me.
i can handle this. its just at times i feel lonely and i can get depressed.
i have always handle feeling like this. i have always felt like an outsider. the only place i felt like i belong was at some religiouse retreats. but even then i felt out of place.