it's always been...
....not a matter of if but when things will fall apart. For most people little things happen from time to time but for me its always all at once. Ironically it's what i discussed the week prior w/ my little head doctor. I'm never worried that things are going to go wrong, i just know they will and i wonder how bad will they be. I've discovered that I do find the good in everything but i focus on the bad in order to eliminate it for the next time. That's not something i learned from my visits however. So i learned this week that i won't graduate this summer b/c they changed some things and i now need 3 more bullshit courses. On top of that i have seen 3 docs in the past week about my arm. I've heard 4 weeks, 2 weeks, and now min 5 weeks. What was diagnosed as tendonitis is actually a partial tear of both tendons in my elbow. The joys of training. Oh how i love physical therapy. Honestly i'd rather them just stick me in each tendon and be done w/ it but due to some shit like well if i can pinpoint the actually tear i dont like doing that answer i'm stuck w/ rehab and not being able to lift. It all means i just have to work harder at running, biking, and leg workouts in order to make up for it. In some ways i guess its good b/c it'll give my body a chance to rest and heal. I can't wait for the next few weeks to be over. I'm going to purdue for a while to relax and get away. In march i think i'm going to windsor w/ the guys from school and perhaps at the end of the month flying out to tempe to see ali again. On the plus side i've lost about 10 lbs and my gpa for this semester is so far at least a 3.5