I'm a stupid fool to hope
Things will change. This will never ever work out. I guess we've come to dead end. Endless parties everywhere? And yet can't even plan a date with me. Celebrate every milestone with office friends? And yet monthsaries are just simply forgotten. And if schedules we can't even share, what more do I expect to talk about life plans?
Maybe I'm really such a fool to believe afterall. Maybe this is the knock out portion where everything blurred comes clear. Maybe I'm holding him back for everything he wants to achieve. Maybe the things he want will always be conflict to our lives. Maybe he'll always be only filled with questions, conversations, to crowds and new people to meet .. But never with the girl he supposedly loves. Maybe we can't go on anymore.. And maybe it's time to let go.