To whoever wrote me a few effed up comments...
Ok, don't tell me I cheated on Christian... THAT A LIE!!! I wouldn't even thinking about doing that to him... I love him dearly, but we both knew that something was wrong... OK!!! Please dont effing tell me that it ws my fault... Ok, I am big enough to admit that I didn't put enough into the relationship like whoever that was said, but listen... don't blame me... OK, you know what... it might have been my fault... ok, if you really want me to say it... it was my fault... Everything that went wrong in our relationship was my effing fault...!!!! I didnt make plans, I didn't call, and he should have known why I didnt do those things... but whatever... If thats what you really wnat to hear... IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!!!! I got him grounded, I made it so he couldnt talk to me regularly... Thats when everything really got bad... was the night he called and told me he wouldnt talk to me for a while... ok... but still... ITS ALL MY FAULT!!
What am i supposed to say... I'm sorry... idk, but ok, I love Christian, and everyone who has talked to me since we broke up knows that it was the hardest tihng i ever went through... so dont tell me im emo... even though i probably am... dont tell me i am... I went through hell when we broke up... it was HARD!!!