Jul 09, 2006 14:50
Hey peeps,
I just got home form work and I am so fuckin tired. Ashley didnt work with me today so that totlay sucked, but I had Corey baby.and Gina. So what has been up with me here lately? Well I am now 18. *Dances*, my party was alright.but the one after my big one was so much better, Ashley told me that we were going to go and get milkshakes,and then we had to run down to my moms to do something so I said ok, well when we got here Zack was here, I was like hey,why are you at my house,and he said that he had a flat and that he Joby help him fix it. Totaly new he was lieing, so we walked up the road and mom had put together a lil suprise party for me,and it was so great Zack and I got soaked though,and dad was a bitch about the whole thing, he dosent want me to date Zack. Well hell he dosent want me to date anyone, but he acted the same way as he did when I was with Jr. But I dont care, I am 18, and I will see Zack if I want to see Zack. Well yesterday I worked7-3 and as soon as I got off I came strait home took a shower,and got ready for Zack's fish fry. YES I WENT! I had a good time, I just really felt out of place so I didnt stay long, and plus I had to work the next day. Well we talked a little and I told him that I was sorry for the way that I flipped out at him, and he said that it was alright that he was use to it by now so.... I dont know what to do about all of that, he just told me that I was going to do what I wanted to so.... It didnt really matter, I guess that I will trust him until I see something with my own two eyes. I just love him,and it is so hard for me not to trust him, and apparently everything that happened was all just a big understanding. So I dont know,all of my friends would really like to kill him sometimes,and well so would I but.... I love him After his fish fry I took Jess to Food City and Brad wanted me to come and talk to him while he was on brake so I did, and we are going to try and hang out sometime. Hopefully we can if we can both get the same day off, and that is prolly highly unlikely, but we can try. I didnt go to bed till like 1 so it sucked for me to have to get up at 6. GRRRRR But I guess that I better get use to it, I start college August 21 and I will have to get up at 5:30, and still work. Life sucks. I really dont know what is going on between Zack and I, but I am still here waiting and I always will be I guess. But hey you will do some crazy shit for love. But I guess that I will go if anyone has any advice for me, just let me know. Hey to all my peeps, I hope we can see each other more, maybe we will all get a day off sooner or later. I love you guys. TTFN
~Sandy MAe~