Had to let everyone know
Alright here it goes people,
I talked to Zack finaly on Sunday morning. He swore to me that he never said that I was ugly, and he would never say that. The whole prom thing is true, I asked him why he didnt tell me, He said that he didnt want to hurt me.. At least he cares about my feelings. I just really hope that he isnt lying to me, he keeps asking what will it take to make me believe him, I told him that I would give him the benifit of the doubt. I also talked to him about you know me talking to him when this girl was around, and yea he still wants me too. He said that we were friends and I should always talk to him, no matter what. I am always going to be stuck in the friends zone with this boy ant I? I told him that I would leave him alone, but he said no.. Gosh I love him so much. Why? I always fall for the wrong people. Everyone said that I looked nice today so thanks all. I had a good day, I had my boobs stared at more times than I could count. Wes will prolly go to prom with me.. So YAY.. I just have to watch the guy of my dreams with another girl. He wont stop saying that Jr and I broke up because of him, and that isnt it at all. It is my fault Zack ok.. YES I DO LOVE YOU ZACK... I wish that he would say yea I like you or no, so I could move on... Everyone is going to hate me for this, but after Jr's mom came down I went back and read his journal. I really thought that he loved me, guess I was wrong. I admitted it to myself today that I would always love him, and he did make me happy. I am so stupid I know.. But you know love only happens when it is ment to, I guess I wasnt ment to have it... Apple where was you today I missed ya Man..??... Ash B Hunny you are so crazy, but good luck with you know what.. Well I guess that I will go, I just thought that I should clue you all in before you went after Zack, and April maybe he isnt lying, I know you dont want me hurt, but loving him I am bound to get hurt.. But bye to all. Jess- Jump on it. LOL
Love,Peace,and happyness
Sandy Mae!
I talked to Zack finaly on Sunday morning. He swore to me that he never said that I was ugly, and he would never say that. The whole prom thing is true, I asked him why he didnt tell me, He said that he didnt want to hurt me.. At least he cares about my feelings. I just really hope that he isnt lying to me, he keeps asking what will it take to make me believe him, I told him that I would give him the benifit of the doubt. I also talked to him about you know me talking to him when this girl was around, and yea he still wants me too. He said that we were friends and I should always talk to him, no matter what. I am always going to be stuck in the friends zone with this boy ant I? I told him that I would leave him alone, but he said no.. Gosh I love him so much. Why? I always fall for the wrong people. Everyone said that I looked nice today so thanks all. I had a good day, I had my boobs stared at more times than I could count. Wes will prolly go to prom with me.. So YAY.. I just have to watch the guy of my dreams with another girl. He wont stop saying that Jr and I broke up because of him, and that isnt it at all. It is my fault Zack ok.. YES I DO LOVE YOU ZACK... I wish that he would say yea I like you or no, so I could move on... Everyone is going to hate me for this, but after Jr's mom came down I went back and read his journal. I really thought that he loved me, guess I was wrong. I admitted it to myself today that I would always love him, and he did make me happy. I am so stupid I know.. But you know love only happens when it is ment to, I guess I wasnt ment to have it... Apple where was you today I missed ya Man..??... Ash B Hunny you are so crazy, but good luck with you know what.. Well I guess that I will go, I just thought that I should clue you all in before you went after Zack, and April maybe he isnt lying, I know you dont want me hurt, but loving him I am bound to get hurt.. But bye to all. Jess- Jump on it. LOL
Love,Peace,and happyness
Sandy Mae!