The truth will set you free, but first it will make you miserable.
Therapy sucks. I compare it to having a nasty abscess for years and years that hurts when you poke it. You have to cut into it, drain the pus and allow it air to heal. After it heals, it will leave a scar that will fade with time. You will be healthier in the end but the middle part just stinks. I am cutting into some deep ones. Ow.
On a different note, I bought a rowing machine. I forgot how hard it is to do that. But I did this morning, I am hoping the hard sweat will keep me from breaking down today. I have been really sensitive to changes this week. Anytime my plan gets changed I burst into tears for a while. I got more stable when I went to the gym and pushed myself like hell yesterday. We'll see if the rowing has the same effect.
And I am becoming a total football (soccer) nerd. The city team is number one in the league right now. And since I stare at the stadium I feel like I have a personal relationship with them. And we got season tickets. It's super fun.
I dyed my hair a black cherry yesterday. I got tired of the red even if it's a beautiful color. Sometimes a girl needs a change.
On a different note, I bought a rowing machine. I forgot how hard it is to do that. But I did this morning, I am hoping the hard sweat will keep me from breaking down today. I have been really sensitive to changes this week. Anytime my plan gets changed I burst into tears for a while. I got more stable when I went to the gym and pushed myself like hell yesterday. We'll see if the rowing has the same effect.
And I am becoming a total football (soccer) nerd. The city team is number one in the league right now. And since I stare at the stadium I feel like I have a personal relationship with them. And we got season tickets. It's super fun.
I dyed my hair a black cherry yesterday. I got tired of the red even if it's a beautiful color. Sometimes a girl needs a change.