dont read this...its disgusting
ok so i was havin' a pretty bad day when i wrote in here earlier. i was super bummed out. and josh had said that he wasnt gonna call tonight because we talked for a while earlier and he cant talk for too long because its long distance from his house. so i was grumpy. my first choice was to smoke weed but i didnt have any. so i decided to look at some porn lol. that usually puts me in a better mood. so i was doing that like a half hour ago when what do ya know joshua calls out of nowhere. my first instinct was to be pissed off because the last thing i said to him was "fuck you!" before i hung up on him earlier when we were fighting...but for some reason i wasnt pissed off as much as i was horny (lol probably from looking at all the porn) and then hearing his voice just set it off. yeah, we fucked on the phone, if you can do that? i mean we've done that before but this time was way wilder and a whole lot sexier than usual. it was hot. im in a way better mood now. just thought i'd let everyone know lol. anyway, i cant wait to come home this weekend. peace!
p.s. i am very happy to be with someone who is loving and sweet, thoughtful and romantic, hilarious and interesting, forgiving and understanding, respectful and loyal, very down to earth and not to mention a blast to hang out with....but also, its pretty sweet that he happens to be super frickin' hot too! i mean damn! that boy drives me crazy!
p.s. i am very happy to be with someone who is loving and sweet, thoughtful and romantic, hilarious and interesting, forgiving and understanding, respectful and loyal, very down to earth and not to mention a blast to hang out with....but also, its pretty sweet that he happens to be super frickin' hot too! i mean damn! that boy drives me crazy!