Jan 12, 2004 02:01
Building a relationship is hard but so worth the labor if you find the right person. I do believe that this is the first time I completey click with someone and don't have a bad feeling about it two weeks later. It's an exilerating feeling.....almost a sigh of relief. For most people I guess four months isn't alot but even the strongest of bonds need to begin some where, right? Of all the things I want this relationship to withstand I want it to be able to withstand me the most. Hopefully that will be an easy task.
I'm terrible at relationships, I always end up out of one (one way or another) before the third month is over. Not this time though! I want this rock of stability (or instability). I want him.....I want to think of myself with someone I had/have had a crush on and thank god I'm with him because he's so wonderful in comparison. Don't get me wrong I'm not bashing on the ex's, I've had some great boyfriends.....I'm simply loving the relationship I'm in. As simple as that. I should be getting to bed though.....I have a job interview in the morning. I may get out of Carl's Jr sooner than I thought! Woo hoo!!!!!