Mardi Gras!
So today is Mardi Gras and Im doing nothing about it. Kinda sad isnt it but what can you do. I have had so much homework lately I havent had time to do much of anything and this weekend I'm taking the ACT! I'm not looking forward to a 4 hour test.
Well I hate to say it but I think I'm falling for him again and I really don't want to. I'm sure there are some of you out there who know how I feel. Even though that it is completely hopeless to like him and that he would never see me like that or more then a friend I somehow let myself fall for him again. That will be my Valentine's Day wish...just be have him. Or just a kiss from him. Its been way to long before I have had that person that I can just sit with wrapped in a blanket and to cuddle with all afternoon and just watch movies...or be able to hold hands or get a kiss whenever I want one. I'm becoming very lonely :-(... I just want a guy to like me and have me like them back...
I just hate myself for letting him get to me again and allowing myself to have this hope that something can happen...when I know in my head that nothing will...but it is just going to take some time and I know it would be best for me if I just stopped talking to him but I cant let myself do that...
I just wish I didnt care...
Pasty Cline- Crazy
Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new
Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wond'ring what in the world did I do?
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you.
Well I hate to say it but I think I'm falling for him again and I really don't want to. I'm sure there are some of you out there who know how I feel. Even though that it is completely hopeless to like him and that he would never see me like that or more then a friend I somehow let myself fall for him again. That will be my Valentine's Day wish...just be have him. Or just a kiss from him. Its been way to long before I have had that person that I can just sit with wrapped in a blanket and to cuddle with all afternoon and just watch movies...or be able to hold hands or get a kiss whenever I want one. I'm becoming very lonely :-(... I just want a guy to like me and have me like them back...
I just hate myself for letting him get to me again and allowing myself to have this hope that something can happen...when I know in my head that nothing will...but it is just going to take some time and I know it would be best for me if I just stopped talking to him but I cant let myself do that...
I just wish I didnt care...
Pasty Cline- Crazy
Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new
Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wond'ring what in the world did I do?
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you.