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So here I am, supposed to be studying for the SAT but I can't because I can concentrate on it. I just had one of the best weekends that I have had in a long time. Last night I had the best time with two of my best friends and I haven't laughed so hard in such a long time. My abs hurt so bad but I just couldn't stop laughing. But Saturday, I would have to say, was the day that was the best for me. I realized that no matter how hard I try I will not be able to just get over him and when I am with him it doesn't seem that being able to have him is so unrealistic. I hope its not just me but when we are together it seems like there could possibility be something there between us. I just hope Im not setting myself up to be disappointed again because I don't think I'm ready to deal with another disappointment. I have enough of those all ready and the only thing keeping me going right now is my "false" hope that something is there and my best friend...