spiders in the fishtank
"Her name is Emily???
Now... did AJ also go out with this Emily???
Because if this is the same Emily that AJ went out with a 100 times in highschool... then she has gone out with EVERY SINGLE GUY IN THAT GROUP.
There was this girl in HS that I never met but hated, just for the fact that if you date ALL my friends, and DON'T get called a slut then I'LL be the one to hate you.
I bet it's her."
I dunno Linds. Probably. This cunts been dating Josh for a year and a half. He told me so when he 'broke up' with me today.
Yes, I got duuuuumped(hypothetically). Not like we were official, but it was forming. He even said so. He said he was really sorry, but that he and his girlfriend want to give it a shot.
why not give ME a shot? Bah, gay question I know. I swear Im not this immature.
I wished him the best. He seemed sincerley appreciative to hear that. He said he really liked me and he felt bad but had the ol' ball and chain for so long. The other night he was telling me how she was going thru a rough time right now so she needs someone.
i can be needy! take me instead! she broke up with YOU, remember? she's obviously insane.
ok, i kid.
Yeah. I was ok mentally, but physically started crying when I hung up. Then because I couldnt stop crying I felt horrible, and i was bawling.
Im sad because this is as close to anything real I've ever had.
(plus it supports the principal of me always being last, always being to late, never winning. ever. EVER. I am a literal LOSER)
And it was over so quick, as quick as it happened. I feel so Seandra right now, but its true. I guess by real I mean I actually enjoyed his company and he actually enjoyed mine. And we could talk. And we agreed on things. AND WE WERE SEXUALLY COMPATABLE! Oh well. That was a nice little fling. Very short, very sweet. I'll smile later.
"Im over it"
Now... did AJ also go out with this Emily???
Because if this is the same Emily that AJ went out with a 100 times in highschool... then she has gone out with EVERY SINGLE GUY IN THAT GROUP.
There was this girl in HS that I never met but hated, just for the fact that if you date ALL my friends, and DON'T get called a slut then I'LL be the one to hate you.
I bet it's her."
I dunno Linds. Probably. This cunts been dating Josh for a year and a half. He told me so when he 'broke up' with me today.
Yes, I got duuuuumped(hypothetically). Not like we were official, but it was forming. He even said so. He said he was really sorry, but that he and his girlfriend want to give it a shot.
why not give ME a shot? Bah, gay question I know. I swear Im not this immature.
I wished him the best. He seemed sincerley appreciative to hear that. He said he really liked me and he felt bad but had the ol' ball and chain for so long. The other night he was telling me how she was going thru a rough time right now so she needs someone.
i can be needy! take me instead! she broke up with YOU, remember? she's obviously insane.
ok, i kid.
Yeah. I was ok mentally, but physically started crying when I hung up. Then because I couldnt stop crying I felt horrible, and i was bawling.
Im sad because this is as close to anything real I've ever had.
(plus it supports the principal of me always being last, always being to late, never winning. ever. EVER. I am a literal LOSER)
And it was over so quick, as quick as it happened. I feel so Seandra right now, but its true. I guess by real I mean I actually enjoyed his company and he actually enjoyed mine. And we could talk. And we agreed on things. AND WE WERE SEXUALLY COMPATABLE! Oh well. That was a nice little fling. Very short, very sweet. I'll smile later.
"Im over it"