how do you feel?
wow it's so weird to be so far away from everyone that you care about so much i hate the fact that i am missing out on everything and it doesn't feel like anyone cares if they did they would talk more when i called they would email me that would try this is how shit went down in jersey and look at shit now i don't talk to anyone from there anymore its just going to end up being another move where no one remembers you wow my life is sick. now i'm missing laguna beach just to type this shit that i have been thinking about for the last few days words can't even describe what i am going through no one really cares no one trys to talk to me what about how i feel did anyone ever think about me or my feelings i don't think so i think all they did was try and figure out what they were going to do now instead of hang out with me thats cool i wish this feeling inside would just go away i miss all of you so much i dont know what to say it's sitting inside and i can't tell anyone about it i feel like i am going to explode now i need a cig. wtf i almost quit i'm ramboling on but f*ck it i dont care i wish there was something that i could do but theres not i feel like i have said all of this above in fact i know i have but what ever i am going to say it again its how i feel right now and i want to let everyone know i miss you all i love you and never forget the times that we had. lets get drunk
peace
peace