Oct 18, 2004 00:31
went to NC this weekend to see my dad and look for houses. we found one and i think that that might be the one that we are gettin' but i'm not really sure yet until we close on this house but i think that i will be in mass. until december 17th if the date doesn't move up my dad really wants me down there to start school and stuff anyways . . . talk about country down there but i guess it will be nice and quiet. everyone has to come down for the big party this summer. i hope that you all can make it. i just realized how much i am goin' to miss you all and i kind of feel myself trying to push people away because i am afraid to lose you all but don't let me do that let me know if you feel me pushin' you away. anyways on a happier note i got my senior pictures taken i just have to get them back and i'll post one or all three i don't know yet though anyways i gtg love you all
peace & love