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[sandy_requiem]

Hn. I can't help but think that this entire...debacle, for lack of a better term, is all my fault. I mean, I know it is, partially, but I wasn't anticipating a complete regression

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[sine_sole_sileo]

My dear Nabooru.

I wish I had advice for you; alas, I have never been in a situation like yours before.

I would wait it out and hope that Vincent comes to his senses.

[sandy_requiem]

It's...it's tough, Apollo. I daresay painful.

I'm having second thoughts.

[sine_sole_sileo]

I know, love. I know.

...Give him time to cope?

[sandy_requiem]

It's a total regression. He has no idea who I am, what we had have...it's almost as if he's a completely different person. And yet I don't want to leave him; I'm grateful that he's allowing me to stay here, but I'm not used to this at all.

It's my fault. I know it is.

[sine_sole_sileo]

He... he doesn't even know who you are? That... by the gods, Nabooru, I had no idea it was that bad.

It's not your fault, darling. It's not.

[sandy_requiem]

None at all. Made for an...interesting scene this morning, to say the least. I believe when he said it was all right for me to stay here, that it would allow us to "get to know each other," and it...Apollo, I had to bite my tongue so hard, I'm surprised it wasn't bleeding.

It's...it hurts. It's a pain I've never felt before.

[sine_sole_sileo]

Oh... that must have... oh, Nabooru. I am so sorry. I can offer little more than my apologies.

[sandy_requiem]

It's...it's not your fault...you don't need to a-apologise at all.

It's just so...is it wrong that I don't want to give up? That I'm willing to wait it out? I mean, it's...just so goddamned confusing. All of it...the reaction, the regression, these files Rufus "faxed" over...

[sine_sole_sileo]

N-no, no no no no, no it is not wrong, darling. You would not believe how in denial I was of Hyacinthus' death for years after he died. The sun shown a little dimmer the following summers.

You'll figure it out, somehow. I know you will.

[sandy_requiem]

By the Goddesses, I love him. Even if it means we have to essentially re-acquaint ourselves...but just the mere thought of that...forgive me.

I pray I will. Thank you, dear.

[sine_sole_sileo]

I know you do. Don't apologize, I have told you time and time again, you have nothing to apologize for.

I pray as well. You are most welcome.