i cant stand to sheid another tear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate my mom!!! SHE MAKES MY LIFE A PAIN! her and my dad dont understand that the people who understand me, care about me, the people i wanna be around are my friends! keeping me in this hell whole they call home is not wat i want or need!!! i may live in house but it aint my home!!!! they mite be blood but my mom and dad are not my family!! i hate them! i hate life!! i swear she is the main reason i think and act on suside!! i cant stand to sheid another tear! i hate this god damn life im in!!!! why could i not pick my life!! my family, my friends, the way i look, the way i feel!!!! Gabby gets to smoke when she is with her aunt and i mite come w/ her the next time!!1 i need to go any where but here!!!!!