May 09, 2005 21:53
Mixed up! I really need to start writing things down. Life is going down hill for me. I feel like I can’t trust any but my cousin (Christy.) slowly a friendship that can last a life time is slowly slipping away. (Gabby) I have nothing to look forward to. There is no guy; friends are fading faster than I would like them to. I feel like giving up. But I’m not stupid. I know there are people who care. But for how long? There is nothing for me. I guess if I want I can focus on my studies, and I am doing gymnastics. Lovely so excited. I feel empty. I guess all I can do is wait 4 to tomorrow. Great!