Jun 30, 2006 01:23
i heard my mom sob tonight. i heard my step dad cry tonight. i cried in front of michael for the first time. and i will cry before i fall asleep. i wish i didn't end the alone.
i think i will have to go to my granfather's funeral before the end of the summer.
i want to fall asleep to someone rubbing my back.
tomorrow is important for me.
i didn't feel beautiful. i don't that often these days. i needed it today. i didn't.
let's fly. i want to be with you. you fool. i am a fool.
"it could stretch out and deflect bullets...."