Ahh!
I'm going insane I know it! I've been so moody yesterday and today. And not getting to hang out with Mike and working at the library makes it worse. I get to the library and there is this girl...I'd rather call her something else, but I won't...and she won't stop screaming her head off. It was driving me up the wall. She was a brat...so selfish. And then, after finishing my first cart of books, I realize that there have been a total of 15 carts for just the juvenile side today...ahhh! That's like a million books; no joke! Every time I finish a cart, another one is rolled back to replace it. My head is swimming in junk; I feel as though I'm gonna pass out at any moment. I feel as though I could ball at any moment! I hate it when this time comes...I feel like a crazy girl...all emotional with my mind trying to control me, but for some reason the emotions always win. Can't wait for it all to end...hahah...wait...it never will...I'm a female through and through and will have to continue suffering like this for the rest of my life. And then on top of it all, people are driving me bananas. I want them to leave for college NOW!!!! And I want to leave NOW!!! I think if I leave all these people, my life will be so much easier, but somehow I doubt it. Lol!