Feeling Better! :)
As I look at my previous entries I see how happy I am most of the time and how rare my sad moments are. It's crazy to think that coming to work today would help me feel better. I was upset about coming to work for a number of reasons, but over the past two hours - a moment of almost losing it with tears, a moment of complete anger, and a moment of nothing - I'm content. I trust him, why should I ever doubt him? He's given me his word and showed me by his actions that I don't need to worry or be afraid. I know I over-analyze things and this is my struggle. I'm beginning to work past this though. It's okay to be analytical when I'm doing my math stuff, but when it comes to life and relationships, I have to balance my mind and emotions and just rely on God to make everything okay. Of course, God's the only one who knows what makes me completely happy. This whole thing is new to me, never had a REAL relationship like this before. So I'm working things out; it's hard, but I know it'll be so worth it. Mike's a good guy and I'm lucky to have him. :)