Umm...not so sure what to say...
Why do I enjoy bottling things up inside of me? Not telling things how I see them and just keeping them to myself. I wanna tell people about my grandpa and how things are going, but I don't want to burden people with it. I don't want people feeling sorry for me or anything. I mean I just want things to be normal.
Also...I'm becoming very impatient...patience for the right guy to come into my life is driving me up the wall right now. I hate it when I like a guy and I feel he has no idea that I like him or he doesn't like me like that at all. I wanna guard my heart, but at the same time, I've been told guys need us to be blunt with them. So what do I do? I just let it eat me up inside.
I'm exhausted from it all...so sick of everything.
J-term has been a great break though. It's been the break I really needed a few weeks ago when it was officially break.
Also...I'm becoming very impatient...patience for the right guy to come into my life is driving me up the wall right now. I hate it when I like a guy and I feel he has no idea that I like him or he doesn't like me like that at all. I wanna guard my heart, but at the same time, I've been told guys need us to be blunt with them. So what do I do? I just let it eat me up inside.
I'm exhausted from it all...so sick of everything.
J-term has been a great break though. It's been the break I really needed a few weeks ago when it was officially break.