Fall Break
Well, its been a nice fall break so far. I've been able to relax and do some much-needed sleeping in. I've worked a bit on my 4-year college plan to get an idea of where I'm headed when I meet with my advisor sometime soon. I'm excited about my major. I know that I'm in the spot where God has placed me to be.
I came home Thursday early evening. Spent some time with my brother before my parents got home from work. We had a nice time goofing off. I think he misses me which is nice to feel. The rest of the night, I just talked with my family and watched a homevideo of my cousin's son, Kenan, and Taylor's Airband performance.
Friday, I slept in really late. Ate a breakfast/lunch with my brother. Then I dropped him off for something at church. Later, I made brownies for my wing's upcoming cookie open house this Tuesday night. Yes!! I know....I made the brownies and they turned out great! Amazing...I think so! Maybe I will get married one of these days. Haha! Then Friday night I went to the BD sectional football game with my brother. We met Kelly and Kenzie there and had a great time...well until I saw Mike. He walked by and I about had a nervous breakdown. The thought had crossed my mind of possibly seeing him there...but I hadn't thought through of how I would respond. (Part of the female sixth sense I think...knowing things before they happen) Well, it was too late now...so Kelly and I took a bathroom break and I thought things through. Why I freaked out so badly I dont know...I thought I had worked out the whole issue in my head like 2 months ago. But it all came back. Well I said a little prayer in my head that God would help me through it all because I didn't know if he even wanted to talk to me less see me. I didn't have the nerve to say the first, "hello." Thankfully he did; we talked for a bit about school and friends and casual stuff. It was nice to see he still cares about me; enough to strike up a decent conversation with me. It was awkward from my point of view but at least he had enough nerve to say hi and not blow me off. Again, I don't know why it was awkward because I was sure I was over him. I had gone on with life completely okay without him. Maybe it was just weird because I do care for him as a friend, but didn't know if he felt he could be my friend too. The rest of the night was great.
Today I woke up late again...and then I did my hair...got it to curl a bit. That was something new. Then I went to Kelly and Kenzie's house and watched a movie with what seems like, "the ole gang." (Brian, Amy, Kelly, Kenzie, Kyle, me, Andy, and John) On the way back, the low oil light was on...so my dad showed me how to add the oil. (Don't laugh...I really didn't know how to do it) Then my mom and I took a trip to Walmart. Got some much needed items that I had run out of at school. Came home, and ate one of my dad's grilled hamburgers. There's nothing like a home-cooked meal. DC food can get to you after a while. Well, the rest of the night has been relaxing - talking to friends online and organizing my schedule. (It's relaxing for me okay!!!)
Well, I think that's all for now. It's so nice to have some time to update my journal. I feel so much better when I have vented. :)
I came home Thursday early evening. Spent some time with my brother before my parents got home from work. We had a nice time goofing off. I think he misses me which is nice to feel. The rest of the night, I just talked with my family and watched a homevideo of my cousin's son, Kenan, and Taylor's Airband performance.
Friday, I slept in really late. Ate a breakfast/lunch with my brother. Then I dropped him off for something at church. Later, I made brownies for my wing's upcoming cookie open house this Tuesday night. Yes!! I know....I made the brownies and they turned out great! Amazing...I think so! Maybe I will get married one of these days. Haha! Then Friday night I went to the BD sectional football game with my brother. We met Kelly and Kenzie there and had a great time...well until I saw Mike. He walked by and I about had a nervous breakdown. The thought had crossed my mind of possibly seeing him there...but I hadn't thought through of how I would respond. (Part of the female sixth sense I think...knowing things before they happen) Well, it was too late now...so Kelly and I took a bathroom break and I thought things through. Why I freaked out so badly I dont know...I thought I had worked out the whole issue in my head like 2 months ago. But it all came back. Well I said a little prayer in my head that God would help me through it all because I didn't know if he even wanted to talk to me less see me. I didn't have the nerve to say the first, "hello." Thankfully he did; we talked for a bit about school and friends and casual stuff. It was nice to see he still cares about me; enough to strike up a decent conversation with me. It was awkward from my point of view but at least he had enough nerve to say hi and not blow me off. Again, I don't know why it was awkward because I was sure I was over him. I had gone on with life completely okay without him. Maybe it was just weird because I do care for him as a friend, but didn't know if he felt he could be my friend too. The rest of the night was great.
Today I woke up late again...and then I did my hair...got it to curl a bit. That was something new. Then I went to Kelly and Kenzie's house and watched a movie with what seems like, "the ole gang." (Brian, Amy, Kelly, Kenzie, Kyle, me, Andy, and John) On the way back, the low oil light was on...so my dad showed me how to add the oil. (Don't laugh...I really didn't know how to do it) Then my mom and I took a trip to Walmart. Got some much needed items that I had run out of at school. Came home, and ate one of my dad's grilled hamburgers. There's nothing like a home-cooked meal. DC food can get to you after a while. Well, the rest of the night has been relaxing - talking to friends online and organizing my schedule. (It's relaxing for me okay!!!)
Well, I think that's all for now. It's so nice to have some time to update my journal. I feel so much better when I have vented. :)