We Were Happy, Weren't We?
Title: We Were Happy, Weren’t We?
Part: 5
Pairing: YeWon, minor!HanChul, tinybit!KyuMin
Rated: PG
Genre: angst, romance
Disclaimer: I own no one
Summery: a trip to jeju together.....changes things.
A/N: SORRY!! SORRY!! SORRY!!!! *does the sorry sorry dance* college life is extremly BUSY and TIRING! but here you go! I made sure this one was a tiny bit longer.
'what chu doing, Hannie babe?' Heechul asked his lover when he came home to find Hangeng sitting in the middle of their bed, dazed out. But Heechul got no reply. He examined the way Hangengs pj's were inside out and how the tag served as a bowtie next to Hangeng's throat. Heechul sighs, sitting down in front of the dazed out man. 'yah!' He’s screams bringing Hangeng out of his daze and into defense mode. Heechul rubs his bottom, frowning at Hangeng.
'ah! Chullie ah!' Hangeng shouts quickly getting up to help Heechul off the ground.
‘you need to tone down your martial arts stuff.’ Heechul said, frowning at the taller man. Hangeng sighed, dropping Heechul’s arms to his side before hopping back into bed.
‘Chullie ah,’ the Chinese man spoke sadly.
Heechul’s left brow raised in a questionable way. ‘is this about Siwonnie?’
Just then Hangeng’s lips puckered out, nodding as he dramatically grabs onto Heechul’s hands. ‘what am I gonna do?! He’s in love with Cho Kyuhyun! THE Cho Kyuhyun who is Yesung’ best friend and THE Cho Kyuhyun who is dating Lee Sungmin!’
Heechul blew out a puff of air. ‘how did I know the new Siwon would be attracted to rude guys.’ he shook his head before changing into his pajamas and walking out the door to the bathroom. Hangeng fallows behind, whispering. Not wanting Siwon to hear their conversation about how he wasn’t suppose to fall in love with Cho Kyuhyun.
‘Sungmin’s gonna have a cow.’ said Heechu, grabbing his toothbrush and toothpaste. After squeezing some toothpaste onto his toothbrush he points the thing at Hangeng. ‘do you know how overly obsessed and in love that man is with Cho Kyuhyun?! It’s scary. You don’t even want to know.’ HAngeng raised a brow, apparently he wanted to know. Heechul sighed, ‘the man has underwear with Kyuhyun’ face imprinted on it.’ Hangeng shivered. ‘I don’t even have your picture.’
‘imprinted on your dam underwears! I know! See how crazy in love Sungmin is? He’d kill if he knew someone was trying to mack on his property.’
‘shhhhhhhhh’ Hangeng lifts a finger to his lips, ‘Siwonnie can hear you!’ he whispered harshly.
The other man just huffs, sticking his toothbrush into his mouth and shutting the door in hangeng’s face.
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It didn’t take long for Yesung and Kyuhyun to get the hint that Siwon was crushing on Kyuhyun. It was so blindly obvious that Siwon was infatuated with Kyuhyun’s rudeness and his sass. Yesung’s heart felt as though he was reliving those first three months when Siwon first left, again. The heavy breathing and clutching of his chest. But then Kyuhyun would grab his hand and remind him that Sungmin would bitch slap Siwon’s memories back and that Yesung shouldn’t worry too much. Yesung would then laugh and smack his best friend, thanking him for being the biggest dick ever.
‘yea, Sungmin should know.’ the sass king replied after Yesung’s comment.
‘Kyuhyun sshi, what would you like, coffee’s on me.’ Siwon asked eagerly as he rubbed his cold palms together. Winter had come the week before, now they all gather for coffee instead of their usual breakfast out in front of the café.
Kyuhyun glares, then grabs Sungmin’s hand and gently tugs. ‘what would you like, babe? Our usual?’ his face fell gentle and his eyes soften as he slowly swipes the long bans away from Sungmin’s adorable face. The shorter man smiled softly, looking at the ceiling thinking if he should get his usual or switch it up. ‘Why don’t you get a large of your favorite drink and I’ll share with you. Okay with that?’ Kyuhyun chuckled, ‘alright, why don’t you take a seat, me and Hyung will go get our drinks.’ Sungmin smiled, pecked Kyuhyun’s cheeks then skipped over to where Heechul had already made himself comfy.
Siwon frowned as he watched Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s display of love. He wished it was him Kyuhyun would look at with those eyes and him that Kyuhyun would smile at. Hangeng sighed, ‘come on Siwon. Heechul’s waiting.’ when they made their way to the counter, Yesung and Kyuhyun were giggling and poking each other. ‘it’s like their a threesome or something.’ Hangeng whispered. Siwon only rolled his eyes before walking to the next opened register. Kyuhyun and Yesung got their drinks, leaving to the table first.
‘that’ll be an awesome idea!’ Sungmin squeals.
‘what’s an awesome idea?’ Kyuhyun asked, setting a large cup of hot mocha cappuccino down in front of Sungmin.
‘Siwonnie has been into photography lately and since Yesung hyung is too and he’s going on that trip to jeju island I figure they’d go together. it’s a great opportunity for Siwon to see the island and for them to get closer.’
Yesung’s eyes widen, but then he thought it wasn’t such a bad idea.
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‘I don’t know hyung. I don’t think I’m up for a trip. I feel really exhausted lately.’ Heechul rolled his eyes, ‘well, why didn’t you tell me! Geez! I AM YOUR DOCTOR!’
After a physical check up with his doctor, who says he looks perfectly fine, Siwon started packing. Feeling bad that he had already said yes to going with Yesung when they were at the café and actually not wanting to go. Reluctantly, he zips up his duffle bag and heads on out.
‘so…..’ Yesung speaks, it had been an awkward silence for the pass five minutes sense they boarded the plane. ‘you…uh…like taking photographs too?’ Siwon simply looked at him and nodded. Yesung, smile sheepishly before deciding that falling asleep would be much less of a awkward moment between them.
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‘what do you mean you only have one room left?!’ Yesung asked, a little to loud for the receptionist’s liking. ‘I’m sorry sir but this is our busiest time of the year. Plus, this room has two beds.’ Yesung’s insides panic, cursing at himself for not forcing Kyuhyun to come along.
‘we’ll take it.’ Siwon answered as he takes his wallet out. ‘since this is my first time here it’s on me.’ Siwon said to Yesung was tried stopping him from giving the receptionist his credit card.
‘you didn’t have to, I mean it’s your first time here yet you paid for the room.’ said Yesung, slipping his backpack off his back and taking the bed near the bathroom.
‘just because I paid for the room doesn’t mean you should take the bed farthest from the window.’ Siwon chuckled, watching Yesung retreat into the corner near his chosen bed. ‘no that’s okay, I know you like sleeping near the window.’ Yesung said out lout not catching Siwon’s questionable look before answering his ringing phone.
‘Kyu ah! Yes, we’re here…no we haven’t we just got here……’ Yesung stopped smiling when he see Siwon perk up. He excuses himself by walking out to the balcony.
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After having a silent lunch together on their balcony they took off for some site seeing. Of course, one can not be on Jeju Island and not visit the beach. Siwon sighed, wishing he was there with Kyuhyun instead. He mentally slaps himself because that wouldn’t be fair to Yesung. The guy was nice enough to invite him along, he shouldn’t be so dam selfish.
After that, they went down to the sea shore shops. There were plenty of things there that amazed Siwon. He bought a few of those things for Hangeng. Then they hit the mountains, renting bikes and biking up the hill. Siwon’s not going to lie, it would have been fun if Kyuhyun was there but he was actually having such an amazing time with Yesung.
They laugh as they both tried to crash into each other on their way up the hills. Challenging each other with no hands on the bike and whatnot. ‘I bet you can’t catch up!’ Siwon shouts as he bikes on ahead leaving Yesung behind to try and catch up to him. A few minutes later Yesung is finally up the hill. Siwon had long got off his bike to rest by a tree. Laughing when Yesung came up and over the hill, huffing with dark pink cheeks.
‘yah!’ Yesung pouts, throwing his bike down in front of Siwon. ‘you know I can never catch up with you!’ Siwon laughed, rolling on the grass. ‘you could have tried!’ Siwon manages to squeeze out in between his cackles. ‘have you’ve seen the size of your calves?! Their humongous compare to mine!’
Both men laughed, Siwon ruffles Yesungs hair as the older man sits down under the tree with him. Yesung swats Siwon’s hand away, fixing his hair before settling in. they sighed at the peaceful clouds above them. The atmosphere compare to now and before is much more comfortable.
Siwon laid down, hands underneath his head as he watch the clouds slowly move through the open sky. It was a beautiful day. He then turned to look at Yesung. Yesung had his arms around his legs, eyes closed as with his chin titled up towards the sky and that wasn’t even what got Siwon staring so intently. What caught his attention was the way Yesung’s thin lips curved into the most graceful smile Siwon’s ever seen. The way his took a deep breath and slowly let it out.
‘I love the weather here.’
Yesung’s voice breaking Siwon’s intense staring. The younger coughed, ‘uh, yea….it’s uhh very nice here.’
And when Yesung turned his gaze onto Siwon with a smile, his eyes now a crescent shape, Siwon wonder why he hadn’t notice how incredibly handsome Yesung really was.
‘ye-yea….it really is nice here.’ Siwon manage to speak.
Yesung’s phone ranged and that’s when Siwon took a look at his watch. It was getting late.
‘yes, Sungmin ah, I’ll bring you some gifts….I know I will…bye.’ Yesung tapped the end button before getting up. ‘we should go, it looks like it’s getting dark soon, it’ll take a awhile to get back of we don’t go now.’
Siwon nods, getting up and shaking off whatever that feeling was away.
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The next day Siwon wanted to go horse riding, Yesung smiled. Remembering how much Siwon liked horse riding. ‘this way, please.’ the worker of the ranch they had arrived at motioned for them to follow him. This is the owner Mr. Kim.
‘Mr. Kim adores the horses and teaching people how to ride horses, he’ll be your helper today.’ said the worker. ‘Mr. Kim these are your two students for the day.’ Mr. Kim thanks his worker, extending a hand out to shake Siwon’s. After letting go of Siwon’s hand and extending it to the shorter man behind Siwon who was too busy taking pictures of the white horse in front of him, Mr. Kim was speechless.
Now, Mr.Kim has never been in love but he knew the moment he saw Yesung that it was surely love. ‘ah! Sorry!’ Yesung shouts, running to stand next to Siwon and taking Mr. Kim’s hand into his and shaking. ‘I’m Kim Jongwoon, but everyone calls me Yesung.’ Mr. Kim’s face lit up even more.
‘it’s a real pleasure, I’m Kim Kangin owner of Kim Ranch.’
Yesung’s not sure, he feels a short of weird vibe. But he dismisses it when he sees a beige horse with a white mane trotting in circles. ‘ah! Siwon look!’ Yesung shouts like an excited five year old. Tugging a bit on Siwon’s shirt before running off towards it,
‘so uh, I know it’s none of my business but the two of you….are you an item?’ Siwon’s eyes widen. ‘huh?! Oh no! we’re just friends.’ Kangin grinne.
‘really?! So…you wont mind if….I…um…’
Siwon raised his brows in question, ‘oh! No! go…um…go…for it.’
Kangin didn’t hesitate to wait for Siwon’s answer before power walking on over towards Yesung.
‘he’s a beauty isn’t he.’ said Kangin, watching Yesung with admiration. Yesung only smiled, patting the horse when it trotted right over towards them. ‘what’s his name?’ asked Yesung.
Siwon blew out a deep breath, watching Kangin flirt with Yesung made his insides bubble. Maybe it’s because he feels that he needs to protect Yesung because Kyuhyun wasn’t there. ‘yes, that’s probably why.’
Siwon had been taking photos everything he thought looked nice. ‘Kyuhyun would surely like this’ he thinks as he snaps away. ‘but Sungmin wouldn’t.’ his inner self told him and he frowned. He huffs, now he had just gone and made himself angry thinking about Kyuhyun being with Sungmin and how he would never get the chance to be with Kyuhyun.
Just when Kyuhyun’s face popped into his mind Yesung’s laughter reached hi ears. Turning around he sees Yesung laughing at something Kangin had said. Yesung held onto Kangin’s arm for balance while he laughed and some how it saddens him that Yesung’s never laughed like that in his presence yet here he was, laughing at something a total stranger had said.
‘so, I’ll be there at eight in the morning?’ Kangin said, biting his lips in hopes that Yesung was as excited as he was. Yesung sheepishly nod his head, scratching his neck before hurriedly taking off.
‘so,’ asked Siwon as they picked up their rental bikes. ‘what’s happening at eight tomorrow morning?’ Yeung chuckles, ‘Kangin sshi wants to take me hiking.’ Siwon ah’s at Yesung’s answer, then frowns when he realizes Yesung didn’t invite him along. He watched Yesung’s back. Watched as he gets on his bike and started paddling away. ‘come on Choi! It’s getting dark!’ YEsung shouts over his shoulders.
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‘you seem a little quiet’ Yesung mumbles to himself, setting his cup of coffee down as he watches Siwon’s back.
Siwon was leaning on the balcony rails, wondering what the heck it was that he was feeling. Maybe he’s coming down with a cold. Maybe he’s just not use to this much fresh air. Or maybe he’s just tired. But he doesn’t want to think about it.
It as probably the wind, but something flew into his eyes and by the time he knows it, Yesung is by his side, blowing whatever it was that flew into his eyes out. ‘there, all better?’ Yesung asked, his hands still on either side of Siwon’s face.
For the second time that week he had to ask himself how he hadn’t notice such a beautiful creature such as Yesung.
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Siwon had woken up late to a sticky note on the bathroom door. ‘didn’t want to wake you. Sorry I didn’t invite you along. Seeing that you hardly spoke a word to Kangin yesterday I didn’t want to force you to go if you weren’t comfortable with the guy. I’ll probably be back late. Don’t wait fo rme to have dinner. Yesung.’
Siwon pouts, unbeknownst to him he actually pouts at being left out. Or at least not being able to hangout with Yeung for the day. This was their fifth day there and somehow he had become so use to spending the day with Yesung that it was weird not having the guy there. But he brushes it off and ops to stay in and sleep the day off.
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It was almost ten at night when Yesung finally makes it back to the hotel. Siwon nods at him before turning back to his laptop. Yesung sighes, telling the other he was going to take a shower.
Yesung’s not sure what to do anymore. He wasn’t allow to tell Siwon of his past, and he isn’t sure how he was going to get Siwon to fall in love with him again. It was love at first sight the first time they met but when Yesung saw Siwon again, Siwon didn’t seem too interested. He was out of ideas.
Kangin had confessed that he had fallen in love with Yesung at first sight and that confession only worsens Yesung condition. He wasn’t mentally nor was he physically ready for someone else. But it seems that Siwon was never going to be his ever again and though the obvious truth was staring him right in the face he refuses to stare back at it because even though he knows Siwon was too far gone -in love with Kyuhyun to ever look at him again- there was still a tiny bit of hope hiding in the corner of his heart, that Siwon would somehow wake up and remember him, again.
He let the hot water run till it was icy cold before he realized his wrinkled fingers. After turning the water off and stepping out of the showers, Yesung wipes the fog away from the mirror, pouting as he saw his skinny form and panda eyes in the mirror. ‘no wonder,’ he says to himself in the mirror. Maybe it was his appearance that push Siwon’s interest and love away.
His hair was a little too long, and he hardly slept at all anymore. Searching through the cabinets, Yesung found a pair of scissors and started snipping away.
[a/n: if your wondering what hair style Yesung ends up with I guess the hair style he had in their ‘no other’ mv….idk he just looks really cute and like a little boy with it.]
Yesung opens the bathroom door, towel in hand and the outfit he wore that day in the other. Siwon heard the clicking of the bathroom door closing and comes back inside from the balcony.
‘ah, Yesung sshi your phone was ringing but I…..’ Siwon stops at the door of the balcony. ‘your…hair…’
Yesung looks up at the other, hand going up to touch his wet and freshly trimmed hair. ‘oh…uh….I…my hair was getting too long.’ Siwon stares for a few more seconds before he shook himself out of his daze.
‘right..um your phone was ringing but I didn’t want to intrude so I let it ring. I think their’s a text or possibly a voice mail.’ the shorter gives Siwon a confused look before trudging over to his phone.
Siwon glares -not knowing that he was- at Yesung.
Actually, he had taken a look at Yesung’s phone when it ranged. The name Kim Kangin popped up and Siwon wanted to throw the phone out the window. Because this Kim Kangin, Siwon wasn’t able to go out because he didn’t have a partner to go out with.
The hell? He thinks to himself. He was going crazy or maybe it was just Kyuhyun’s over protectiveness that was rubbing off of him. Or maybe it’s just that Yesung was just too handsome for someone to not want to protect him. Yea, Kyuhyun was definitely rubbing off on him. He smiles though, thinking about Kyuhyun’s dorky lopsided smile.
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When morning came -the day before they were schedule to go back to Seoul- Yesung told him wanted some more photos of the beach and so that’s where they had been for the past thirty minutes.
‘umm…Siwon sshi?’ Yesung asked, rubbing the back of his neck. ‘can’t you watch my camera while I run and grab my wallet? I seem to have forgotten it at the hotel. I’ve already set the camera so you don’t have to do anything just…..make sure no one touches it.’ Siwon look to where Yesung had set his camera, it sat not far from the waves, Siwon thought it was great stop to try and capture waves crashing onto the shore in a photo.
‘um…why don’t you stay here, I’ll go grab it. Plus, I’m gonna grab a jacket,, it’s a little chilly, didn’t think it would be this cold.’ Yesung looked worried for a bit, biting his lips and looking towards his set camera by the waves. ‘okay, I think it’s on the night stand somewhere.’ Siwon nods. ‘I’ll be right back then.’ Yesung thanks him before running back to his camera.
Siwon smiles at Yesung’s retreating back, rubbing the sand off his hands as he stands and to leave.
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‘wallet….’ Siwon reminded himself after grabbing his jacket. Turning towards Yesung’s side of the hotel room, he spots the blue and red wallet. Picking the wallet up he chuckles at it. A cartoon superman was the décor of the wallet. ‘such a kid’ Siwon mumbles.
The taxi ride back to the beach was had coast him a good ten bucks but all he had on him was big bills and the driver didn’t have change. ‘hopefully he doesn’t mind, I’ll just pay him back.’ Siwon said, opening Yesung’s wallet and grabbing ten bucks. After getting out of the taxi Siwon made to close the wallet but something caught his attention.
A small wallet size picture look Siwon in the eyes, he flipped the picture over. ‘Wonnie’s 25th birthday’
‘Siwon ah! Did you bring my wallet?!’ he hears Yesung shouting and waving to him from afar. Sticking the photo into his back pocket and sticking a 20 dollar bill into Yesung’s wallet, he shuts it close before trudging over to the other.
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A/N: AHHHHHHHH this chapter was CRAP! CRAP I tell you!!!! But there you go, for those who had wanted another man in Yesung’s life. PLUS! I MISS KANGIN THAT BIG TEDDY BEAR! TT^TT
Part: 5
Pairing: YeWon, minor!HanChul, tinybit!KyuMin
Rated: PG
Genre: angst, romance
Disclaimer: I own no one
Summery: a trip to jeju together.....changes things.
A/N: SORRY!! SORRY!! SORRY!!!! *does the sorry sorry dance* college life is extremly BUSY and TIRING! but here you go! I made sure this one was a tiny bit longer.
'what chu doing, Hannie babe?' Heechul asked his lover when he came home to find Hangeng sitting in the middle of their bed, dazed out. But Heechul got no reply. He examined the way Hangengs pj's were inside out and how the tag served as a bowtie next to Hangeng's throat. Heechul sighs, sitting down in front of the dazed out man. 'yah!' He’s screams bringing Hangeng out of his daze and into defense mode. Heechul rubs his bottom, frowning at Hangeng.
'ah! Chullie ah!' Hangeng shouts quickly getting up to help Heechul off the ground.
‘you need to tone down your martial arts stuff.’ Heechul said, frowning at the taller man. Hangeng sighed, dropping Heechul’s arms to his side before hopping back into bed.
‘Chullie ah,’ the Chinese man spoke sadly.
Heechul’s left brow raised in a questionable way. ‘is this about Siwonnie?’
Just then Hangeng’s lips puckered out, nodding as he dramatically grabs onto Heechul’s hands. ‘what am I gonna do?! He’s in love with Cho Kyuhyun! THE Cho Kyuhyun who is Yesung’ best friend and THE Cho Kyuhyun who is dating Lee Sungmin!’
Heechul blew out a puff of air. ‘how did I know the new Siwon would be attracted to rude guys.’ he shook his head before changing into his pajamas and walking out the door to the bathroom. Hangeng fallows behind, whispering. Not wanting Siwon to hear their conversation about how he wasn’t suppose to fall in love with Cho Kyuhyun.
‘Sungmin’s gonna have a cow.’ said Heechu, grabbing his toothbrush and toothpaste. After squeezing some toothpaste onto his toothbrush he points the thing at Hangeng. ‘do you know how overly obsessed and in love that man is with Cho Kyuhyun?! It’s scary. You don’t even want to know.’ HAngeng raised a brow, apparently he wanted to know. Heechul sighed, ‘the man has underwear with Kyuhyun’ face imprinted on it.’ Hangeng shivered. ‘I don’t even have your picture.’
‘imprinted on your dam underwears! I know! See how crazy in love Sungmin is? He’d kill if he knew someone was trying to mack on his property.’
‘shhhhhhhhh’ Hangeng lifts a finger to his lips, ‘Siwonnie can hear you!’ he whispered harshly.
The other man just huffs, sticking his toothbrush into his mouth and shutting the door in hangeng’s face.
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It didn’t take long for Yesung and Kyuhyun to get the hint that Siwon was crushing on Kyuhyun. It was so blindly obvious that Siwon was infatuated with Kyuhyun’s rudeness and his sass. Yesung’s heart felt as though he was reliving those first three months when Siwon first left, again. The heavy breathing and clutching of his chest. But then Kyuhyun would grab his hand and remind him that Sungmin would bitch slap Siwon’s memories back and that Yesung shouldn’t worry too much. Yesung would then laugh and smack his best friend, thanking him for being the biggest dick ever.
‘yea, Sungmin should know.’ the sass king replied after Yesung’s comment.
‘Kyuhyun sshi, what would you like, coffee’s on me.’ Siwon asked eagerly as he rubbed his cold palms together. Winter had come the week before, now they all gather for coffee instead of their usual breakfast out in front of the café.
Kyuhyun glares, then grabs Sungmin’s hand and gently tugs. ‘what would you like, babe? Our usual?’ his face fell gentle and his eyes soften as he slowly swipes the long bans away from Sungmin’s adorable face. The shorter man smiled softly, looking at the ceiling thinking if he should get his usual or switch it up. ‘Why don’t you get a large of your favorite drink and I’ll share with you. Okay with that?’ Kyuhyun chuckled, ‘alright, why don’t you take a seat, me and Hyung will go get our drinks.’ Sungmin smiled, pecked Kyuhyun’s cheeks then skipped over to where Heechul had already made himself comfy.
Siwon frowned as he watched Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s display of love. He wished it was him Kyuhyun would look at with those eyes and him that Kyuhyun would smile at. Hangeng sighed, ‘come on Siwon. Heechul’s waiting.’ when they made their way to the counter, Yesung and Kyuhyun were giggling and poking each other. ‘it’s like their a threesome or something.’ Hangeng whispered. Siwon only rolled his eyes before walking to the next opened register. Kyuhyun and Yesung got their drinks, leaving to the table first.
‘that’ll be an awesome idea!’ Sungmin squeals.
‘what’s an awesome idea?’ Kyuhyun asked, setting a large cup of hot mocha cappuccino down in front of Sungmin.
‘Siwonnie has been into photography lately and since Yesung hyung is too and he’s going on that trip to jeju island I figure they’d go together. it’s a great opportunity for Siwon to see the island and for them to get closer.’
Yesung’s eyes widen, but then he thought it wasn’t such a bad idea.
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‘I don’t know hyung. I don’t think I’m up for a trip. I feel really exhausted lately.’ Heechul rolled his eyes, ‘well, why didn’t you tell me! Geez! I AM YOUR DOCTOR!’
After a physical check up with his doctor, who says he looks perfectly fine, Siwon started packing. Feeling bad that he had already said yes to going with Yesung when they were at the café and actually not wanting to go. Reluctantly, he zips up his duffle bag and heads on out.
‘so…..’ Yesung speaks, it had been an awkward silence for the pass five minutes sense they boarded the plane. ‘you…uh…like taking photographs too?’ Siwon simply looked at him and nodded. Yesung, smile sheepishly before deciding that falling asleep would be much less of a awkward moment between them.
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‘what do you mean you only have one room left?!’ Yesung asked, a little to loud for the receptionist’s liking. ‘I’m sorry sir but this is our busiest time of the year. Plus, this room has two beds.’ Yesung’s insides panic, cursing at himself for not forcing Kyuhyun to come along.
‘we’ll take it.’ Siwon answered as he takes his wallet out. ‘since this is my first time here it’s on me.’ Siwon said to Yesung was tried stopping him from giving the receptionist his credit card.
‘you didn’t have to, I mean it’s your first time here yet you paid for the room.’ said Yesung, slipping his backpack off his back and taking the bed near the bathroom.
‘just because I paid for the room doesn’t mean you should take the bed farthest from the window.’ Siwon chuckled, watching Yesung retreat into the corner near his chosen bed. ‘no that’s okay, I know you like sleeping near the window.’ Yesung said out lout not catching Siwon’s questionable look before answering his ringing phone.
‘Kyu ah! Yes, we’re here…no we haven’t we just got here……’ Yesung stopped smiling when he see Siwon perk up. He excuses himself by walking out to the balcony.
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After having a silent lunch together on their balcony they took off for some site seeing. Of course, one can not be on Jeju Island and not visit the beach. Siwon sighed, wishing he was there with Kyuhyun instead. He mentally slaps himself because that wouldn’t be fair to Yesung. The guy was nice enough to invite him along, he shouldn’t be so dam selfish.
After that, they went down to the sea shore shops. There were plenty of things there that amazed Siwon. He bought a few of those things for Hangeng. Then they hit the mountains, renting bikes and biking up the hill. Siwon’s not going to lie, it would have been fun if Kyuhyun was there but he was actually having such an amazing time with Yesung.
They laugh as they both tried to crash into each other on their way up the hills. Challenging each other with no hands on the bike and whatnot. ‘I bet you can’t catch up!’ Siwon shouts as he bikes on ahead leaving Yesung behind to try and catch up to him. A few minutes later Yesung is finally up the hill. Siwon had long got off his bike to rest by a tree. Laughing when Yesung came up and over the hill, huffing with dark pink cheeks.
‘yah!’ Yesung pouts, throwing his bike down in front of Siwon. ‘you know I can never catch up with you!’ Siwon laughed, rolling on the grass. ‘you could have tried!’ Siwon manages to squeeze out in between his cackles. ‘have you’ve seen the size of your calves?! Their humongous compare to mine!’
Both men laughed, Siwon ruffles Yesungs hair as the older man sits down under the tree with him. Yesung swats Siwon’s hand away, fixing his hair before settling in. they sighed at the peaceful clouds above them. The atmosphere compare to now and before is much more comfortable.
Siwon laid down, hands underneath his head as he watch the clouds slowly move through the open sky. It was a beautiful day. He then turned to look at Yesung. Yesung had his arms around his legs, eyes closed as with his chin titled up towards the sky and that wasn’t even what got Siwon staring so intently. What caught his attention was the way Yesung’s thin lips curved into the most graceful smile Siwon’s ever seen. The way his took a deep breath and slowly let it out.
‘I love the weather here.’
Yesung’s voice breaking Siwon’s intense staring. The younger coughed, ‘uh, yea….it’s uhh very nice here.’
And when Yesung turned his gaze onto Siwon with a smile, his eyes now a crescent shape, Siwon wonder why he hadn’t notice how incredibly handsome Yesung really was.
‘ye-yea….it really is nice here.’ Siwon manage to speak.
Yesung’s phone ranged and that’s when Siwon took a look at his watch. It was getting late.
‘yes, Sungmin ah, I’ll bring you some gifts….I know I will…bye.’ Yesung tapped the end button before getting up. ‘we should go, it looks like it’s getting dark soon, it’ll take a awhile to get back of we don’t go now.’
Siwon nods, getting up and shaking off whatever that feeling was away.
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The next day Siwon wanted to go horse riding, Yesung smiled. Remembering how much Siwon liked horse riding. ‘this way, please.’ the worker of the ranch they had arrived at motioned for them to follow him. This is the owner Mr. Kim.
‘Mr. Kim adores the horses and teaching people how to ride horses, he’ll be your helper today.’ said the worker. ‘Mr. Kim these are your two students for the day.’ Mr. Kim thanks his worker, extending a hand out to shake Siwon’s. After letting go of Siwon’s hand and extending it to the shorter man behind Siwon who was too busy taking pictures of the white horse in front of him, Mr. Kim was speechless.
Now, Mr.Kim has never been in love but he knew the moment he saw Yesung that it was surely love. ‘ah! Sorry!’ Yesung shouts, running to stand next to Siwon and taking Mr. Kim’s hand into his and shaking. ‘I’m Kim Jongwoon, but everyone calls me Yesung.’ Mr. Kim’s face lit up even more.
‘it’s a real pleasure, I’m Kim Kangin owner of Kim Ranch.’
Yesung’s not sure, he feels a short of weird vibe. But he dismisses it when he sees a beige horse with a white mane trotting in circles. ‘ah! Siwon look!’ Yesung shouts like an excited five year old. Tugging a bit on Siwon’s shirt before running off towards it,
‘so uh, I know it’s none of my business but the two of you….are you an item?’ Siwon’s eyes widen. ‘huh?! Oh no! we’re just friends.’ Kangin grinne.
‘really?! So…you wont mind if….I…um…’
Siwon raised his brows in question, ‘oh! No! go…um…go…for it.’
Kangin didn’t hesitate to wait for Siwon’s answer before power walking on over towards Yesung.
‘he’s a beauty isn’t he.’ said Kangin, watching Yesung with admiration. Yesung only smiled, patting the horse when it trotted right over towards them. ‘what’s his name?’ asked Yesung.
Siwon blew out a deep breath, watching Kangin flirt with Yesung made his insides bubble. Maybe it’s because he feels that he needs to protect Yesung because Kyuhyun wasn’t there. ‘yes, that’s probably why.’
Siwon had been taking photos everything he thought looked nice. ‘Kyuhyun would surely like this’ he thinks as he snaps away. ‘but Sungmin wouldn’t.’ his inner self told him and he frowned. He huffs, now he had just gone and made himself angry thinking about Kyuhyun being with Sungmin and how he would never get the chance to be with Kyuhyun.
Just when Kyuhyun’s face popped into his mind Yesung’s laughter reached hi ears. Turning around he sees Yesung laughing at something Kangin had said. Yesung held onto Kangin’s arm for balance while he laughed and some how it saddens him that Yesung’s never laughed like that in his presence yet here he was, laughing at something a total stranger had said.
‘so, I’ll be there at eight in the morning?’ Kangin said, biting his lips in hopes that Yesung was as excited as he was. Yesung sheepishly nod his head, scratching his neck before hurriedly taking off.
‘so,’ asked Siwon as they picked up their rental bikes. ‘what’s happening at eight tomorrow morning?’ Yeung chuckles, ‘Kangin sshi wants to take me hiking.’ Siwon ah’s at Yesung’s answer, then frowns when he realizes Yesung didn’t invite him along. He watched Yesung’s back. Watched as he gets on his bike and started paddling away. ‘come on Choi! It’s getting dark!’ YEsung shouts over his shoulders.
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‘you seem a little quiet’ Yesung mumbles to himself, setting his cup of coffee down as he watches Siwon’s back.
Siwon was leaning on the balcony rails, wondering what the heck it was that he was feeling. Maybe he’s coming down with a cold. Maybe he’s just not use to this much fresh air. Or maybe he’s just tired. But he doesn’t want to think about it.
It as probably the wind, but something flew into his eyes and by the time he knows it, Yesung is by his side, blowing whatever it was that flew into his eyes out. ‘there, all better?’ Yesung asked, his hands still on either side of Siwon’s face.
For the second time that week he had to ask himself how he hadn’t notice such a beautiful creature such as Yesung.
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Siwon had woken up late to a sticky note on the bathroom door. ‘didn’t want to wake you. Sorry I didn’t invite you along. Seeing that you hardly spoke a word to Kangin yesterday I didn’t want to force you to go if you weren’t comfortable with the guy. I’ll probably be back late. Don’t wait fo rme to have dinner. Yesung.’
Siwon pouts, unbeknownst to him he actually pouts at being left out. Or at least not being able to hangout with Yeung for the day. This was their fifth day there and somehow he had become so use to spending the day with Yesung that it was weird not having the guy there. But he brushes it off and ops to stay in and sleep the day off.
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It was almost ten at night when Yesung finally makes it back to the hotel. Siwon nods at him before turning back to his laptop. Yesung sighes, telling the other he was going to take a shower.
Yesung’s not sure what to do anymore. He wasn’t allow to tell Siwon of his past, and he isn’t sure how he was going to get Siwon to fall in love with him again. It was love at first sight the first time they met but when Yesung saw Siwon again, Siwon didn’t seem too interested. He was out of ideas.
Kangin had confessed that he had fallen in love with Yesung at first sight and that confession only worsens Yesung condition. He wasn’t mentally nor was he physically ready for someone else. But it seems that Siwon was never going to be his ever again and though the obvious truth was staring him right in the face he refuses to stare back at it because even though he knows Siwon was too far gone -in love with Kyuhyun to ever look at him again- there was still a tiny bit of hope hiding in the corner of his heart, that Siwon would somehow wake up and remember him, again.
He let the hot water run till it was icy cold before he realized his wrinkled fingers. After turning the water off and stepping out of the showers, Yesung wipes the fog away from the mirror, pouting as he saw his skinny form and panda eyes in the mirror. ‘no wonder,’ he says to himself in the mirror. Maybe it was his appearance that push Siwon’s interest and love away.
His hair was a little too long, and he hardly slept at all anymore. Searching through the cabinets, Yesung found a pair of scissors and started snipping away.
[a/n: if your wondering what hair style Yesung ends up with I guess the hair style he had in their ‘no other’ mv….idk he just looks really cute and like a little boy with it.]
Yesung opens the bathroom door, towel in hand and the outfit he wore that day in the other. Siwon heard the clicking of the bathroom door closing and comes back inside from the balcony.
‘ah, Yesung sshi your phone was ringing but I…..’ Siwon stops at the door of the balcony. ‘your…hair…’
Yesung looks up at the other, hand going up to touch his wet and freshly trimmed hair. ‘oh…uh….I…my hair was getting too long.’ Siwon stares for a few more seconds before he shook himself out of his daze.
‘right..um your phone was ringing but I didn’t want to intrude so I let it ring. I think their’s a text or possibly a voice mail.’ the shorter gives Siwon a confused look before trudging over to his phone.
Siwon glares -not knowing that he was- at Yesung.
Actually, he had taken a look at Yesung’s phone when it ranged. The name Kim Kangin popped up and Siwon wanted to throw the phone out the window. Because this Kim Kangin, Siwon wasn’t able to go out because he didn’t have a partner to go out with.
The hell? He thinks to himself. He was going crazy or maybe it was just Kyuhyun’s over protectiveness that was rubbing off of him. Or maybe it’s just that Yesung was just too handsome for someone to not want to protect him. Yea, Kyuhyun was definitely rubbing off on him. He smiles though, thinking about Kyuhyun’s dorky lopsided smile.
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When morning came -the day before they were schedule to go back to Seoul- Yesung told him wanted some more photos of the beach and so that’s where they had been for the past thirty minutes.
‘umm…Siwon sshi?’ Yesung asked, rubbing the back of his neck. ‘can’t you watch my camera while I run and grab my wallet? I seem to have forgotten it at the hotel. I’ve already set the camera so you don’t have to do anything just…..make sure no one touches it.’ Siwon look to where Yesung had set his camera, it sat not far from the waves, Siwon thought it was great stop to try and capture waves crashing onto the shore in a photo.
‘um…why don’t you stay here, I’ll go grab it. Plus, I’m gonna grab a jacket,, it’s a little chilly, didn’t think it would be this cold.’ Yesung looked worried for a bit, biting his lips and looking towards his set camera by the waves. ‘okay, I think it’s on the night stand somewhere.’ Siwon nods. ‘I’ll be right back then.’ Yesung thanks him before running back to his camera.
Siwon smiles at Yesung’s retreating back, rubbing the sand off his hands as he stands and to leave.
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‘wallet….’ Siwon reminded himself after grabbing his jacket. Turning towards Yesung’s side of the hotel room, he spots the blue and red wallet. Picking the wallet up he chuckles at it. A cartoon superman was the décor of the wallet. ‘such a kid’ Siwon mumbles.
The taxi ride back to the beach was had coast him a good ten bucks but all he had on him was big bills and the driver didn’t have change. ‘hopefully he doesn’t mind, I’ll just pay him back.’ Siwon said, opening Yesung’s wallet and grabbing ten bucks. After getting out of the taxi Siwon made to close the wallet but something caught his attention.
A small wallet size picture look Siwon in the eyes, he flipped the picture over. ‘Wonnie’s 25th birthday’
‘Siwon ah! Did you bring my wallet?!’ he hears Yesung shouting and waving to him from afar. Sticking the photo into his back pocket and sticking a 20 dollar bill into Yesung’s wallet, he shuts it close before trudging over to the other.
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A/N: AHHHHHHHH this chapter was CRAP! CRAP I tell you!!!! But there you go, for those who had wanted another man in Yesung’s life. PLUS! I MISS KANGIN THAT BIG TEDDY BEAR! TT^TT