We Were Happy, Weren't We?
Title: We Were Happy, Weren’t We?
Part: 2
Pairing: YeWon, minor!HanChul
Rated: PG
Genre: angst
Disclaimer: I own no one
Summery: Siwon leaves with no explanation.
A/N: Gosh, i didn't mean to take this long on updating this! but my sister just had her baby and he is the cutest - and most distracting- thing ever! XD but here's part 2!
Siwon wants to think that he must have done something wrong in his previous life to have to pay for it, now. He had never once questioned god about the bad things that was thrown into his life and the struggles he had face until he met Yesung.
His 'love at first sight' story was ridiculously romantic and even a bit cheesy but he could care less about what anyone says.
He wasn't one to ever believe in love, with his condition and what not. He would scoff and turn away whenever he saw anyone walking by, holding hands and cuddling into each others side as they stroll away with pleasantly satisfy and overly joyed looks in their eyes.
It's not that he didn't want to know how it felt like to love someone -who isn't a family member or a friend- so much that he'd do anything for them, that he'd actually want to live for.
But now, every night he goes to bed praying to god. 'i still want to live.' He would silently pray with Yesung in his arms. 'for Yesung, i want to live. Please, find it in your heart to forgive me for the sins I've committed and let me live.'
As if god was annoyed by his prayers Siwon's condition worsens and he's no choice but to plan an escape route. Hoping and praying that it'll be the answer to his prayers. 'i'll make you see!' Siwon had shouted into the sky one fine spring night. 'i'll make you see how strong I am! I WILL live! I WILL fight you for my right to live!'
The temperature drops down one cold winter night and Siwon shivers, feeling sweat sliding down his face. 'its time' he silently whispers to himself. Grabbing his phone and as quietly as he could, he crawls off their bed and into the restroom, he texts Hangeng. When he got a reply from the other man with a 'okay' he took his phone apart. Destroying the memory card before hiding it in the trash.
A little out of breath, Siwon snuck back into bed. His head, a little dizzy and he feels as if he was going to black out. Right when his head hit his pillow Yesung stirred.
'i'm fine,' he said gently, taking Yesung's trembling hands into his. 'i really don't need another sweater.' But Siwon knew Yesung all to well and when Yesung walked into the closet again Siwon thinks 'he's going to go for a jacket this time.' and Yesung really does come out with a jacket.
'please,' siwon begs his doctor. 'just tell him I have a cold.'
And that's all the doctor tells Yesung.
'i'm fine, go home and change and eat something.' Siwon watched Yesung pout before pulling him in for a long hug. He watched Yesung slide the door open smiling at him. 'i'll be back in an hour.'
Siwon smile back, nodding and waving at him. 'but I'll be gone.' he whispered, sadly.
'ready?'
Siwon looks up from buttoning his shirt. ‘no, but it’s better now then never, right?’
Hangeng looked at his cousin sadly. ‘come on, taxi’s waiting downstairs. Siwon sighed, this was it. This was really it. He was going to leave. He was going to leave everything behind, including the most important thing in his life, Yesung.
‘come on, bud.’ Siwon grabbed his jacket, throwing it on, he slowly makes his way towards Hangeng and they head on out.
‘I love you’ was all Siwon kept repeating in his mind. ‘I love you so much Yesung ah, but I can’t live like this anymore. I can’t live hiding the truth from you anymore, that’s why I’m leaving.’
Its was long flight to Shanghai and Siwon was throwing up the entire time. Its not flying that made him dizzy and puke every minute of the ride. He was so use the acidic substance coming out that it didn’t bother him so much even if the smell was kind of getting to him and Hangeng. ‘Siwon ah, we’re here.’ Hangeng had gently shook him out of his sleep. He had only fallen asleep just fifteen minutes before they landed but Hangeng promises that he’d get some rest in the car ride to Hangeng’s place.
‘rest,’ the half Chinese man had told him. ‘Heechul’ll see you first thing in the morning.’
Siwon only huffs, the walk up the stairs was taking a toll on him. The elevator had broken and even though Hangeng offered to give him a ride on his back, Siwon, was still a man with pride and declined the offer.
‘door to the left is your room, door to the right is mine, and the door straight from us right here is the bathroom. There’s clean towels in the cupboard in the bathroom and I’ve gone shopping for some clothes for you, already.’ after catching his breath, Siwon, looks up. Smiles and thanks his cousin, feeling bad for being such a burden on him. ‘your not a burden, your family. My only family left. So I’ll do anything to keep you here and alive.’ He’s thankful and will forever be. Hangeng ha gone through great measures for him.
‘it’s grown a lot bigger than when you sent me those scans. We’ve got to operate on it soon or it’ll be too late.’ Siwon listened closely to Dr. Kim. ‘Hechul ah,’ Hangeng speaks. ‘will….will he be alright?’ Heechuls smiles, taking Hangeng’s hand into his. ‘I’ll do my best Geng ah.’
Twenty-one hours and thrity-six minutes of surgery, Heechul, comes out, whipping the sweat from his forehead and taking his face mask off. ‘I’ve done all I can, now it’s up to him.’ Hangeng nods. Grabbing his fiancée’s hand and squeezing tight. ‘thank you Heechul ah.’
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‘you’ve got to eat.’ the muted man stared at the spoon in front of him. ‘eat,’ Hangeng showed the other man, stuffing the spoon into his mouth and showing the other man how eating was done. But the muted man only huffs and shoves everything to the floor. It had been two weeks since Siwon’s woken up with a clean slate. He doesn’t remember anything, not even how to walk, talk, or function as his normal self. The day before yesterday he learned to move his arms and since then he’s been shoving everything he gets into his hands away.
It was frustrating, it was like Hangeng had become a father overnight. Teaching child like Siwon to speak again, to eat, to walk all over again. But it didn’t matter, no matter how long it takes for Siwon to gain everything back, Hangeng is just extremely thankful that Siwon was still alive.
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‘THAT’S IT!!! COME ON!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!’ Hangeng shouts in excitement as he watches Siwon try walking again. Both hands on the rail and one foot in front of the other. When he gets to Hangeng he collapse into his caretakers arms, smile evidently spreading on his lips.
‘it’s been three months, I didn’t think he’d recover so quickly.’ Heechul commented when he took Hangeng out for lunch. ‘he’s not out of the woods yet,’ Hangeng sighed, taking a bite of his rice. ‘who knew trying to speak again was so hard.’
Heechul chuckled, picking the tiny grin of rice off of Hangeng’s lips. ‘don’t worry, he’s got a great father right here teaching him every step of the way. He’ll be back to his old self one day.’
Some say that time is medicine. The wound would heal as time gradually slips away, day by day. Hangeng is confident that Siwon will gain his life back, once again.
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A/N: Before you can 'WTH WHERES THE REST?!' i'll have you know that i'm extending this supposly three chapter fic because OMG! i never didn't know i miss writing YeWon THIS MUCH! Plus, i love myself a great angst. i love Yesung but idk why i torture him so. XD
Part: 2
Pairing: YeWon, minor!HanChul
Rated: PG
Genre: angst
Disclaimer: I own no one
Summery: Siwon leaves with no explanation.
A/N: Gosh, i didn't mean to take this long on updating this! but my sister just had her baby and he is the cutest - and most distracting- thing ever! XD but here's part 2!
Siwon wants to think that he must have done something wrong in his previous life to have to pay for it, now. He had never once questioned god about the bad things that was thrown into his life and the struggles he had face until he met Yesung.
His 'love at first sight' story was ridiculously romantic and even a bit cheesy but he could care less about what anyone says.
He wasn't one to ever believe in love, with his condition and what not. He would scoff and turn away whenever he saw anyone walking by, holding hands and cuddling into each others side as they stroll away with pleasantly satisfy and overly joyed looks in their eyes.
It's not that he didn't want to know how it felt like to love someone -who isn't a family member or a friend- so much that he'd do anything for them, that he'd actually want to live for.
But now, every night he goes to bed praying to god. 'i still want to live.' He would silently pray with Yesung in his arms. 'for Yesung, i want to live. Please, find it in your heart to forgive me for the sins I've committed and let me live.'
As if god was annoyed by his prayers Siwon's condition worsens and he's no choice but to plan an escape route. Hoping and praying that it'll be the answer to his prayers. 'i'll make you see!' Siwon had shouted into the sky one fine spring night. 'i'll make you see how strong I am! I WILL live! I WILL fight you for my right to live!'
The temperature drops down one cold winter night and Siwon shivers, feeling sweat sliding down his face. 'its time' he silently whispers to himself. Grabbing his phone and as quietly as he could, he crawls off their bed and into the restroom, he texts Hangeng. When he got a reply from the other man with a 'okay' he took his phone apart. Destroying the memory card before hiding it in the trash.
A little out of breath, Siwon snuck back into bed. His head, a little dizzy and he feels as if he was going to black out. Right when his head hit his pillow Yesung stirred.
'i'm fine,' he said gently, taking Yesung's trembling hands into his. 'i really don't need another sweater.' But Siwon knew Yesung all to well and when Yesung walked into the closet again Siwon thinks 'he's going to go for a jacket this time.' and Yesung really does come out with a jacket.
'please,' siwon begs his doctor. 'just tell him I have a cold.'
And that's all the doctor tells Yesung.
'i'm fine, go home and change and eat something.' Siwon watched Yesung pout before pulling him in for a long hug. He watched Yesung slide the door open smiling at him. 'i'll be back in an hour.'
Siwon smile back, nodding and waving at him. 'but I'll be gone.' he whispered, sadly.
'ready?'
Siwon looks up from buttoning his shirt. ‘no, but it’s better now then never, right?’
Hangeng looked at his cousin sadly. ‘come on, taxi’s waiting downstairs. Siwon sighed, this was it. This was really it. He was going to leave. He was going to leave everything behind, including the most important thing in his life, Yesung.
‘come on, bud.’ Siwon grabbed his jacket, throwing it on, he slowly makes his way towards Hangeng and they head on out.
‘I love you’ was all Siwon kept repeating in his mind. ‘I love you so much Yesung ah, but I can’t live like this anymore. I can’t live hiding the truth from you anymore, that’s why I’m leaving.’
Its was long flight to Shanghai and Siwon was throwing up the entire time. Its not flying that made him dizzy and puke every minute of the ride. He was so use the acidic substance coming out that it didn’t bother him so much even if the smell was kind of getting to him and Hangeng. ‘Siwon ah, we’re here.’ Hangeng had gently shook him out of his sleep. He had only fallen asleep just fifteen minutes before they landed but Hangeng promises that he’d get some rest in the car ride to Hangeng’s place.
‘rest,’ the half Chinese man had told him. ‘Heechul’ll see you first thing in the morning.’
Siwon only huffs, the walk up the stairs was taking a toll on him. The elevator had broken and even though Hangeng offered to give him a ride on his back, Siwon, was still a man with pride and declined the offer.
‘door to the left is your room, door to the right is mine, and the door straight from us right here is the bathroom. There’s clean towels in the cupboard in the bathroom and I’ve gone shopping for some clothes for you, already.’ after catching his breath, Siwon, looks up. Smiles and thanks his cousin, feeling bad for being such a burden on him. ‘your not a burden, your family. My only family left. So I’ll do anything to keep you here and alive.’ He’s thankful and will forever be. Hangeng ha gone through great measures for him.
‘it’s grown a lot bigger than when you sent me those scans. We’ve got to operate on it soon or it’ll be too late.’ Siwon listened closely to Dr. Kim. ‘Hechul ah,’ Hangeng speaks. ‘will….will he be alright?’ Heechuls smiles, taking Hangeng’s hand into his. ‘I’ll do my best Geng ah.’
Twenty-one hours and thrity-six minutes of surgery, Heechul, comes out, whipping the sweat from his forehead and taking his face mask off. ‘I’ve done all I can, now it’s up to him.’ Hangeng nods. Grabbing his fiancée’s hand and squeezing tight. ‘thank you Heechul ah.’
***************
‘you’ve got to eat.’ the muted man stared at the spoon in front of him. ‘eat,’ Hangeng showed the other man, stuffing the spoon into his mouth and showing the other man how eating was done. But the muted man only huffs and shoves everything to the floor. It had been two weeks since Siwon’s woken up with a clean slate. He doesn’t remember anything, not even how to walk, talk, or function as his normal self. The day before yesterday he learned to move his arms and since then he’s been shoving everything he gets into his hands away.
It was frustrating, it was like Hangeng had become a father overnight. Teaching child like Siwon to speak again, to eat, to walk all over again. But it didn’t matter, no matter how long it takes for Siwon to gain everything back, Hangeng is just extremely thankful that Siwon was still alive.
**************
‘THAT’S IT!!! COME ON!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!’ Hangeng shouts in excitement as he watches Siwon try walking again. Both hands on the rail and one foot in front of the other. When he gets to Hangeng he collapse into his caretakers arms, smile evidently spreading on his lips.
‘it’s been three months, I didn’t think he’d recover so quickly.’ Heechul commented when he took Hangeng out for lunch. ‘he’s not out of the woods yet,’ Hangeng sighed, taking a bite of his rice. ‘who knew trying to speak again was so hard.’
Heechul chuckled, picking the tiny grin of rice off of Hangeng’s lips. ‘don’t worry, he’s got a great father right here teaching him every step of the way. He’ll be back to his old self one day.’
Some say that time is medicine. The wound would heal as time gradually slips away, day by day. Hangeng is confident that Siwon will gain his life back, once again.
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A/N: Before you can 'WTH WHERES THE REST?!' i'll have you know that i'm extending this supposly three chapter fic because OMG! i never didn't know i miss writing YeWon THIS MUCH! Plus, i love myself a great angst. i love Yesung but idk why i torture him so. XD