my song of choice is really weird.. dunno why i picked it!
i don't like it when you finally meet someone so right for you, they have to live 80 minutes away...
it's hard cuz all you can do is think about them and how amazing they are to you. and you start to
wonder why in the world they would choose you, when it's clear they could have anyone they wanted.
then you begin to realize that maybe you are kinda a cool person to be around, and are actually worth
caring for.. i've decided i'm really glad my heart was broken. seriously. cuz if it hadn't been, then my
special secret someone, wouldn't have been able to come along and pick up the pieces. to save me,
and put my faith back in love. so thank you, for breaking my heart. it's hard though, because i miss
this person a lot.. and on top of that, school is gay, not because it's hard, but just because i have
always disliked school, and it's getting to be a drag already. i need x-mas break so i can see more of
someone very important to me *wink*. on top of being love sick (a.k.a. missing my lover!), and
school being gay, my chest pains are coming back. and it sucks because i got real sick there for a
while with strep throat. and because of my heart condition, i'm more prone to infection and i stay sick
for a longer period of time. i think the chest pains are due to all of the love sickness, strep throat
sickness and school gayness. plus, i miss my BFF's.. all of them. even the old ones that i can't see
anymore.. caterina *wink* i heart thee! ANYWAYS.. i get to see my wonderful reall soon though!
and i can't wait!!!
it's hard cuz all you can do is think about them and how amazing they are to you. and you start to
wonder why in the world they would choose you, when it's clear they could have anyone they wanted.
then you begin to realize that maybe you are kinda a cool person to be around, and are actually worth
caring for.. i've decided i'm really glad my heart was broken. seriously. cuz if it hadn't been, then my
special secret someone, wouldn't have been able to come along and pick up the pieces. to save me,
and put my faith back in love. so thank you, for breaking my heart. it's hard though, because i miss
this person a lot.. and on top of that, school is gay, not because it's hard, but just because i have
always disliked school, and it's getting to be a drag already. i need x-mas break so i can see more of
someone very important to me *wink*. on top of being love sick (a.k.a. missing my lover!), and
school being gay, my chest pains are coming back. and it sucks because i got real sick there for a
while with strep throat. and because of my heart condition, i'm more prone to infection and i stay sick
for a longer period of time. i think the chest pains are due to all of the love sickness, strep throat
sickness and school gayness. plus, i miss my BFF's.. all of them. even the old ones that i can't see
anymore.. caterina *wink* i heart thee! ANYWAYS.. i get to see my wonderful reall soon though!
and i can't wait!!!