Actions speak louder than words.

[sandramazing]

I think I've known deep down inside for a while now that our relationship would not workout. I just could not lead him on anymore. I've come to accept David for the person he is. Unfortunately we just didn't fit together anymore. It wasn't fair for me and it wasn't fair for him. I've grown up to be who I'm and I know what I want. I may be alone for the rest of my life because I want too much. I'll have to wait and see what the future holds for me.

The sad part of all this is I just want to go over to David's and hold him and cuddle him and make everything ok. I can't fix that. I can't change who David is, It's as simple as that.

I'm so happy that David has a huge network of friends to lean on and to support him. I really do care. He'll be ok. He has all the potential in the world.

I just want you to know that I hurt just as much as you do. I'll be ok too, I think.
Seriously I just want to spend some time with him.

"Its time you see, the love you give
Is killing me, and I wanna live
This isn't right, you search your soul for life

So I turned and left, I told myself I can be as bad as someone else, but I find it hard when an angels on my right

But you held my hand and took me right back down to hell, I have an angel on my shoulder but a devil in my hand

Wont you go, no means no
Your dirty life is like a one man show
Your a night attack, you turn the light to black

So I turned and left, I told myself I can be as bad as someone else, but I find it hard when an angels on my right

But you held my hand and took me right back down to hell, I have an angel on my shoulder but a devil in my hand

Talk to me
Walk with me
Come with me
Beautiful lady
Beautiful lady
Will you come and save me
Come to me
Come back here
Walk with me
Come back here"

Kaskade - Angle On My Shoulder