I know he’s evil, but you should see him naked! [fictional crushes]

[sandra_lanimil]

The casting call spectacle and following IM discussions on various characters has reminded me of the phenomenon of fictional crushes. I think everyone who hangs out in fandom is familiar with the idea; the character in a book or movie or even fanfic that you just love and want to know better (in the case of roleplayers, often want to play). I used

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[misread_]

I was editing our IM convo/tagging from last night to possibly post somewhere in Rae's entry; goodness, that was fun, and it was so very odd to play Theo again. Even when it hadn't been that long since I last did, but. Different, somehow.

Yes. Much fun. And so ajfva;sfjhf near the ending, ohgodthem. They're so... hm. Open in a Slyth way? XD Idek, I think it's lovely.

[sandra_lanimil]

I missed him. Is that odd? He's my favourite, even though Rae is lovely. I'm a duckling, you know this.

But yes, the closeness and the ease of it is kind of amazing, all things considered. That was the whole point, of course, but it sill kind of incredible to see that it can work, with Blaise. And as expected, he's rather more balanced, with Rae around. He still fucks up, he always does, but it's less... desperate?

asdjhf;sfjhsfhj god i love this icon so harrrrd.

[misread_]

I suspect most good roleplayers are utter ducklings, actually. And he missed you too, and no, that doesn't sound odd to me in the least. Theo's still the one I'll always fall back to, there's just no helping it.

He stills fucks up, but there's always someone around who truly knows him and won't ever leave him because of said fuck ups. True brothers. Tilts head, which brings me to my theory that life would have been so much better, less harsh, had the twin lived.

[sandra_lanimil]

Adores Theo. So much. It was fun to play with him with Rae around, and to start over XD first kiss, odd!

...don't go AU on me. <<

[misread_]

It was odd, but I'm pleasantly surprised to see Theo act in such a quiet yet resolute way. I didn't know that, at least not back in the school days. I didn't quite place it there, yet. But I suppose he'd have to be, if he wishes to survive that dormitory. First kiss. Really weird, but yes, I was delighted.

Why ever not. >> Besides maybe the fact that school starts tomorrow, and we have 1838237273827 AUs already, and this might probably the most fucked up incest EVER, and my Blaise icons are suddenly staring at me in an entirely different way and ohdeargodsavethequeen---

[sandra_lanimil]

It's like I said, Blaise wasn't expecting so much backbone, and now he's intrigued. And Theo's bloody gorgeous, of course.

Who said anything about incest. <<<<<<<<<<<<<

[misread_]

jadksjbd'zasfhb had to say goodbye to your kitten, okay, am here now.
And yes, backbone, gorgeous, it helps. oo Also yet to be sexually ruined, la.

Mira and Tani, Theo and Nicholas, Cissa and Bella, Cissa and Reg, do you really want me to continue. IT'S OBLIGATORY. It can be something small, y'know. >>

[sandra_lanimil]

Sexually ruined, is it. <<

I realise this. Come up with a name. I keep thinking he's an 8.

[misread_]

Quite. Have a Zabini do you, and you're fucked for life. >>

Your twin, kitty thing, I'm just trying him on. Blaise and Silene need to approve, and I'd really like to keep my head. And he probably is, considering the icon I chose. Tilts head.

[acidpop25]

*creeps in* You know it is.

Blaise has utterly ruined my Tracey for other men.

[sandra_lanimil]

You do know Blaise is the water twin?

[misread_]

I do, I do, why do you think I'm fullon PANICKING HERE.

[misread_]

... I has created comment maze, ftw.