Apr 11, 2006 01:14
dads been havin a lot of tests done... the doctors think that he may have liver cancer, beucase of some of the results and the fact that its quite comon when you liver is dieing. at the moment he is surviving on less that 20% of a liver the rest is dead, if he were a larger guy that would not be enough for him to stay alive but being as he is quite skinny hes still hangin in there... im sorry if i offended anyone by my last post... its just crazy... and knowing that im going to be the one to have to make all of the arrangements and look after my mother and my little brother and im just trying to be strong enough to do it... one of my brothers is quite heavy into pills at the moment and the other lives in england... i know i wont even be able to let any feeling show until after everything is taken care of, becuase thats the way my dad has always told me it had to be, i would have to be strong for my mom and shawn becuase they would need someone to lean on...